I honestly cant even believe that i am writing about myself on an online dating site, this goes against everything I believe in, what's happening to me? I'm going through some weird type changes and cant quite figure out why, what, and who I am right now. The funny thing is, I dont know if I really want to be in a relationship. People are often cowardly it seems, honesty, is all I want, and I will give the same, and it goes from there.