I'm redoing this blurb because a lot has changed in the last couple of weeks (2 months) for me. I'm plagued by falling too hard, "getting in too deep", too fast and giving my everything too soon. I'm young and a "newbie" at relationships. I want what every girl wants and then when it happens, it's not what I wanted afterall. I want someone to care about, to care about me. I want to be free, but to have someone who can reel me in every now and again. I want loyalty most of all. Piecing together a heart that was shattered isn't something I want to do again anytime soon. I maintain friendships with everyone in my past, I'm the girl that you will remain friends with even if it "doesn't work out". I believe in giving into something you care about 100%. 50/50 doesn't work. Why give only half of what you can? It's either all or nothing. I don't have it in me to lie, likewise I don't have it in me to hurt someone. I can be stubborn, bullheaded and complicated but the best friend you'll ever have. I go out of my way for someone I care about. I'd do anything just to make you smile. I miss feeling the love of someone. To be able to trust and take comfort in feeling security. To wake in the middle of the night wrapped in someones arms (and let me say, I never thought it was possible, because it's not comfortable, but if you care enough about each other, a stiff shoulder or a numb arm is compromise to be that close and asleep.) I say it half-heartedly, but I'm not walking baggage. While my family upbringing wasn't as structured as the ideal scenario, it was a good childhood. I love kids, but don't think they're for me. I'm a workhorse, love feeling productive and being independent. I'm not a tiny girl, I grew up in sports and have maintained my swimmers build. I give the appearance and often been told the vibe that I can "take care of myself" - while this is true in all senses, I have needs, too. I'm a 5'8 - 5'9(ish) girl who's regaining tone with a renewed love for fitness. It was lost in the shuffle of college coursework but is back stronger then ever. I have three tattoos and my motorcycle license. I'm not your average girl, but can ure you things with me will never be boring. Still interested? I'm impressed. Contact me :) *M*