aight alot of people dont understand the things i say,they say i want to be black and fit in with the ghetto.they say the way i act isnt attractive haha,how am i supposed to act.....like you?haha.im me ok,i was brought up this way,i dont act black if you talk to me you will relize im just a normal white boy,i dont speak with a ghetto way of talking,yah i say some slang words,but at my age who dosent.ive had a hard life from my mom ditching me and my little brother,going to jail for nothing,overdosing and actually dieng for 2 mins,fighting,robbing,all the way to lieing to the people i love.ive past all that now,im in college and want to work.i havent been in any trouble since moving to cali,ive brought myself from the bottom to get where im at now and im not stopping till i make it to the top.i love music and art.i like the simple things in life like just driving through the mountains or layin in bed and watchin a movie.im not at all acting like anything but me,i cant change the things ive done and been through and i probably wouldnt cuz it made me the strong person i am today,no one can ever change or break me.i laugh at haters, i actually like haters,they are my motivation to prove everyone wrong.they think they know me from 1 pic and a little essay about me,and the choose to take that info and judge me with it.im young im supposed to be wierd or different,didnt all you dress diffrent when u were young and looked back on it and relized you had a fun time then.being young means finding out who you are and what you want to be.im real and stay true to myself and thats all that counts.i walk around with my head held high cuz i know i deserve it.i deserve only respect aand if you dont give it to me then why do you expect to get it from me just cuz your older or more successfull.all i know is how to be me and how to stay true to me,for those who can appreciate that have a place in my life.i know im not perfect and i dont wwant to be,all i want is to keep imroving my life.i might not be the sharpest crayon in the boxx but i know im the brightest color in the box,you know what im saying.well now all you know a little more about me,maybe now you will relize not everyone has to be like you,just cuz somthing is right for you dosent mean its best for me.people need to learn how to accept people for who they are and not how they dress or talk.all i can say is hatrs are jelous people and they need to look in the mirror cuz ur not at all better than anyone els.all i want out of life is to be happy and keep my loved ones happy.im always there for a friend i love,i dont care if the worl wants you dead,ill be the first one by your side to battle the war with you,and ill do it with a smile.i protect any female i know or dont know,when i was younger i had no respect for woman for what my mom did,but i grew to relize that woman are the most precious thing on earth,without them you wouldnt be hear,they give life,all you do is give a little squirt and then go to sleep,they put up with the pain and the change of lifestyle,while you sit on the couch sipping your beer and playing with your nuts.for any woman who is on my side i got your back for life.all i want is for a girl to appreciate me for me,and i will do the same.okay,well thats about it haha,give me a shout if you want a true friend for life.