Hello, Allow me the Honour or Curse of introducing myself, I am Jesse Illa, Yet everyone calls me Squizzy. T, it is a privilege to met you. * bows softly* may I be as lucky to know your name? beware I am complecated and frustrating but also a hopeless romantic who still believes in true Honour, Courage, Love & Pride. I am stubbon and imperfectly perfect, self damming and self hating. I am attracted to Strong, confident women who are stubbon, strong willed, a little torchered, won't back down from a fight, has a unique perspective, someone who can handle me and a GOOFY SENCE OF HUMOR IS A MUST, NO EXEPTIONS. 3 Questions, Q 1 - What get's bigger the more you take from it? A- ? Q2- What gets wetter the more you dry? A- ? Q3 - Is all fair in Love and War? A - Yes or No? " I HEARD YOU WERE A PLAYER, SO LET'S PLAY A GAME. Let's sweet talk. Let's play fight. Let's talk 24/7. Let's tell each other good morning and good night every day. Let's take walk's together. Let's give each other nicknames. Let's hang out with each other's friends. Let's go on dates. Let's talk on the phone all night long. Let's hold each other. Let's kiss and hug. AND WHOEVER FALL'S IN LOVE FIRST, LOSES. " Quotes: " Any fool can face a crises, its the day to day living that wears us out." "Fairtales do not tell children that dragons exist; For children already know that dragons exist, Fairtales tell children that Dragons can be slayn." " While a house may rest upon the ground, A home rests upon the shoulders of a women." " While men can build houses, it takes only 1 women to build a home." " In a world of lies, sometimes the truth can be the biggest lie of all. For an illusion, no matter how seemingly real or convincing, shall always be in essence, only an illusion. Yet, if reality truly is what we make it, then, in loving dreams exists the possiblity of true love." My song ( Not written or sung by me, just about me) " LEE BRICE - HARD TO LOVE I am insensitive, I have a tendency to pay more attention to the things that I need. Sometimes I drink to much, sometimes I test your trust, sometimes I dunno Why you're staying with me? I'm hard to love, hard to love, I don't make it easy, I couldn't do it if I Stood where you stood I'm hard to love, hard to love, you say that you need me, I don't deserve It but I love that you love me. goood I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball crashing into your heart like I do You're like a Sunday morning full of grace and full of Jesus I wish that I Could be more like you. I'm hard to love, hard to love, I don't make it easy, I couldn't do it if I Stood where you stood, I'm hard to love, hard to love, you say that you need me, I don't deserve It but I love that you love me. Goood Love me good Girl you've given me a million second chances and I don't ever wanna take You for granted, I'm just a man, I'm just a man Hard to love, hard to love, oh I don't make it easy and I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood. I'm hard to love, hard to love and you say that you need me, I don't Deserve it but I love that you love me. good. (x2) You love me good." ' Alan Jackson - Monday Morning Church. You left your Bible on the dresser So I put it in the drawer 'Cause I can't seem to talk to God without yelling anymore And when I sit at your piano I can almost hear those hymns The keys are just collecting dust But I can't close the lid You left my heart as empty as a Monday morning church It used to be so full of faith and now it only hurts And I can heart the devil whisper "Things are only getting worse" You left my heart as empty as a Monday morning church The preacher came by Sunday said he missed me at the service He told me Jesus loves me but I'm not sure I deserve it 'Cause the faithful man that you loved is nowhere to be found Since they took all that he believed and laid it in the ground I still believe in Heaven and I'm sure you've made it there But as for me without your love, girl I don't have a prayer You left your Bible on the dresser so I put it in the drawer.' " Dustin Lynch - She Cranks My Tractor" She's a wild rose waiting on me at the end of the road Between the water tower and the power lines We're a cloud of dust once I get her buckled in my pickup truck She's ten pounds of sugar in a five pound sack A Hollywood looker in a John Deere cap I go fast, she hollers faster, She's the first one up the hayloft ladder A girl like that's what a country boy's after She cranks, she cranks, she cranks my tractor She cranks, she cranks, she cranks my tractor Burning the backroads, sucking jet fuel from the radio Cows and corn fields flying by Gate's locked, hop the fence Sneak past the barn where the riverbank bends She's the best skinny dipper that you're ever gonna find She can hit the branch with her bra every time, and She's ten pounds of sugar in a five pound sack A long straight away on a quarter mile track She got a kiss that'll hit you like a heart attack I got the rifle she's got the rack and She cranks, she cranks, she cranks my tractor