OK I'm going to try this again. Now that summer is over need someone keep me warm. I have recently quit smoking, trying to better myself and not smell too bad. (never noticed how bad they smelled!) I have two children my daughter is 12 going on 20 and my son is almost 16 going on 25 it seems anyway. They both act like they dont need me anymore so now I have nothing to do but sit around. I have had three back surgeries, last one almost 3 years ago. I have my good days and bad days. Trying to have more good days than bad here lately! Looking for more things to do than just go to bars, but its been a long time. (wont say just how long LOL) I just dont know what to do anymore Yikes did I really just admit that!?! Okay now I really sound old. Looking for friends first then we will see what happens. Just wanting to get out and find me again, need someone to get out there with.