You have to earn my trust. Once you lose it you will never have it back. I'm super close with certain family and friends and if they needed me for something I would be there in the blink of an eye no matter what that's just how it is. If you can't except that then you probably shouldn't talk to me. I love who I am now it took a long time for me to accept myself I am who I am. I love to laugh I can be a bit sarcastic but it's all in good fun. I go out to a dive bars maybe twice a month with family or a friend and play pool or go dancing just to break free from the work week but nothing too crazy. Just a good time where everybody knows your name lol. Unless we are feeling spontaneous haha. Once a guy stops trying he stops caring. True statement.