I guess... where do I start. Maybe the who I am part? It's kind of hard to tell who I am even to myself. I know I am empathic with every fibre of my being. I care way to much about what other people say and do. I am also sometimes very feeling that all the things that happen whether bad and good, consume me. I am a doula but I dream of being a stay-at-home mother. I might want to do it once in a while... but my first priority will always be family. I'm very close with mine, we travel in a pack, like wolves. What do I want from a future relationship? Well, I am a huge romance fan: books and movies. So of course I dream of a love thats all-consuming, all the cheesy moments that happen in the cinema I would love to have. Of course we have reality. But still. I want marriage, I want to have a large family. I have always wanted big numbers. Ten is where I am dreaming of being. Thats why I hope to marry young. I don't plan on dating someone, forever. I love herbs being the natural medicine, first. I also love music, anything with music makes it better. Maybe it's why I always wanted my life to be a musical? I'm passionate about birth, always have been even before my job. I was homeschooled and want to homeschool future children. I try to be creative, I love writing. I don't know what else to say. I am exactly that. I am open and honest, and loyal. I always worry I am doing something wrong. But when I am there, I am there. First Date