"I am very single, never been married, and no kids. But I have not dated anyone in long time because of being rejected. I have been this way for almost three years now. I work myself to death so I dont get depressed for not having anyone to care about me or me to love them with all my soul. I hide behind a smile or joke but inside Im crushed to death in being lonely and scared. Maybe in some way life has a purpose and its just punishing me for not trying harder. So here I am trying harder again. Now its up to life to decide if you would want me? Im always here waiting lonely and sad for someone to pick me up. I like to find someone who will love me for who I am and not what they think I should be to them in live itself! By the way...I do not live in Lexington, KY right now. I am from Paducah, KY and live in West Paducah, KY right now. Also...driving distance is not a problem for me as long as it's not with you?!"