It's hard to take your own pix! I’m new to this, even dating, believe it or not. But, I’m not new to Love. After about 5 years of widowhood, I’m feeling that my gifts are being squandered and it’s time to be wonderful again. (It’s good to get to be me, even alone, but it’s wonderful to get to be me in love.) I’m getting balanced out again. And, at 57, I can see that there have always only been “seasons” in life; ‘more gone than remain. As a Wildcraft Artisan, I take the seasons pretty literally. Now that I’m ready to love, I've decided to take them one at a time to love again, as well. For just one season, I want to give it all, find it all and, be my most brilliant… for a man to love and share with. I want to blaze through the days with a sparkle in my eye and a song on my heart. I want to do it the way I do it with a remarkable man who loves me. I was made for a man to love my love. I think I have a season, or two, left in me. No head-games, though, if only because I’m not equipped. Being one of those women with 3 mile wide stupid streaks separated by laser beams of comprehension; being any kind of mean to me should be thought of as pulling the wings off a butterfly. But, it’s been done and awareness of duplicity results in reactive behavior because I don’t have any intelligence for it. As long as you trust me, you’ll never have a reason not to. Knowing that I won’t choose to betray you or hurt you, has to be enough to make you give me the benefit of the doubt when it counts. My personal agenda is karma friendly and I am committed to being an honorable, contribution oriented and compionate person. Be warned, though, that I am nobody’s role model. I am eccentric and incorrigible. I’m independent and I’m going to do what I’m going to do; my choices are never up to anybody else. I’m still always hoping for genuinely offered istance. I’m still always charmed to get flowers. I want to hear that you are pleased by my image and ways. Please! Help me past a writer’s block with a day at the spa or, sneak a chocolate into my pocket! ‘Just don’t judge or try to fix me; enjoy me and you will feel like the king of the world. I love loving almost as much as I love living. It just wouldn’t be right to not warn a good man that scrutiny and expectations are futile. Life is too short to spend any of it on such a frustration. ‘Even for only a season. I've had the good fortune to have fallen in love with some truly incredible men. I’m not easily impressed but it only takes 2 seconds. You’ll be a man I can admire, learn from and fascinate with, day in and day out. I want intelligent conversations, fantastic imagination, Backgammon and Burgundy! I’m looking for comfort, convenience and cozy, besides playful cavorting around. Spontaneous travel is plenty of reason to have a Pport. I want a remarkable man to wow. I want someone to sing in the sunshine with, for just one season. Am I day-dreaming of you?