I am an outgoing male and I'm looking for a relationship that may lead to marriage. I love animals, writing, reading, art, poetry, music, and I'm not afraid to try new things. Right now I am working on going back to school, hopefully going for photography and video production. I spend my time either at the library working on my book or at home where you can find me picking up a book and reading my time away. I enjoy being romantic, rather it be me and that special someone cuddling up in bed with the dim lights and just talking or not even talk, just listening to each others breathing and her head on my chest listening to my heartbeat rythmically, or taking a moonlight walk around a park or just around town. Or it can be just me and her going out to the local video store, picking up a few movies, and just spending the night on the couch cuddling under a warm blanket, and watching movies. I can take the cheesiest things for dates and create a romantic night out of them. If you couldn't tell by the way I am dressed, yes, I am a goth. Even though I don't seem it, I can be very shy at times. If you wish to know anything else just ask. Okay, here's the deal, I have been in and out of relationships for 3 years now. Each and every single time I have been heartbroken, one way or another. Either I have been cheated on, lied to, abused, or something. I am only on here to seek someone who is truly wanting a committed relationship, not a lie. I have never been in love and I am about ready to give up on love. Okay, enough about my past. I am a very romantic, shy, quiet person. I don't know why but I can talk to people and trust them easily, I'm just not one to start the conversation, rather I'm more of the conversation finisher. Get me to talking about one thing I'll talk about it for hours, rather or not it is relevant or not. I'm a romantic person, like I previously said before. I love to cuddle, and just talk about the other person. Usually when I talk to my "significant" other, I am usually talking about her and asking her questions, never thinking about myself. When I am on a date with the other, I'm always polite, never am I rude. If I feel the need to interrupt a conversation, I will gently and quietly raise my hand and what for the other person to finish their sentence before I start speaking. Right now I am currently looking for someone who will support me in my dreams, as I will support yours. I want someone who is looking for a real relationship, not one where we will never meet. I also want a relationship where in the end, I have finally realized that you have hurt me. If you are not here looking for a relationship, please do not message me. And finally...... If you get to know my friends, most, if not all, will tell you that I am a good person. They will tell you that I am nice, sweet, and gentle. Thank you. And, if this offends anyone, please forgive me and I am truly sorry.