I am about to turn 37, I have been a mechanic, a carpenter, a manager, a salesman, and a taxi driver, and have never been happy. I came to Colorado 4 years ago and totally tore myself down to nothing (no car, no home, nothing but some clothes) I am in the process of rebuilding and I want a good woman to back me up. I don't need anything but kindness, caring and understanding. I have a lot to offer emotionally and don't want to get where I'm going alone. I have my own place, my own van and a small business I can run from anywhere. I am self motivated, I did this to myself on purpose. I needed to learn who I was and I had to make some crucial changes in my atude. I was very unaware of my capabilities, having never lived on my own, but I like who I have become and look forward to tomorrow for the first time in my life. I recycle metals because I have a great fear of what we are doing to our planet. I am a druid.(No Druids don't do sacrifices although I have sacrificed myself for others) I love my planet and believe that God flows through all of us, every rock and tree and that we need each other to survive. I am most comfortable away from the city because I feel the symbiosis more keenly. Large groups of people are fine when we are all like spirited, like at a party.In the city, I feel a little confused as all the people are working toward different goals and I am severly empathetic. I don't hold other peoples beliefs against them being that my religion was hunted to near extinction and has been underground for 15 or 16 centuries. I'm warned against letting people know I'm Druidish, but I don't lie and I won't hide from it. It makes me proud. I take things as they come. I laugh whenever possible, especially at myself. I am kind to all and give everyone my respect. I watch cartoons. I love to camp and hang out with my friends. I have never done any hard drugs. I have a lazy eye, kind of a perpetual wink.;) I have a couple of extra pounds around my middle, but I walk often and it is shrinking. I have two tattoos and an earring. I love animals, especially dogs. I have a 13 year old son who lives in Connecticut who I love very much and talk to all the time. Do you know me yet?lol People trust me, kids love me. I set people at ease despite my large size. I am a great listener, maybe cause I can feel as well as hear you and I don't just wait to talk, I genuinely listen. I've been ounced sane by professionals (I went to them, I wasn't forced. hehe I had doubts.). If you are still reading, will you marry me?lol I love music, art, and anything beautiful flowers, trees, the ocean.... And now, my artistic side:) Let me get to know you whole Let me into your heart and soul Let me share my dreams with you Let me be your best friend true Let me walk you by my side Let me be the one from nothing you hide Let me guide you through the door Let me be all this and more Let me wrap you in my coat Let me keep your dreams afloat Let me be the one you trust Let me hold you through boom or bust Let me love you your whole life through Let me be the one for you