So..I've rewrote this about five times. I'm having a hard time writing something without totally making fun of myself. So I'll stop trying. A few fun facts : Unfortunately, I am one of those women your friends warn you against, or at least I was... . So.. Up to this point I've been vastly and annoyingly independent ( a terribly lonely way to live one's life). Scared beyond belief of commitment (God forbid I risk having my heart broken), and WORST of all ( to my personal shame) I've just never been able to master the blonde haired, blue eyed but NOT ALL THAT BRIGHT persona ( don't kid yourselves its an art:) Believe me my roommate in college honed her craft until she was a Master of Manipulation. It was frightening, but awe inspiring, to behold. LOL.