Hey there, well for starters im about to start school at McNeese State University on Aug. 17th. Going to major in the medical feild as RN. I pretty much take care of my ownself cause just never really had someone to take care of me... I bought my own car Chevy Sport Colbalt 2008 and i love it. Im far from spoiled, the way i was raised was to always give...and i always do way to much because my heart for some reason just always gets broken...I'm old school...i treat my guy like a king. I love to take care of my sweetheart doing things for him and giving him lots of attention and i only ask for half that in return. Im Smart sweet silly n very shy like i have a hard time trying to get out there. afraid of rejection or being laughed at... I love laughing and just being me. Not to big on shopping...but i do love to fish or swim.. i love the water so much. I have a tendency to put a smile on anyones face even when there in the darkest moods. Im not the prettiest girl in the world.. i just dont think that i've ever been super hot or anything and thats usually what a lot of people look at.... but my heart is one of the most beautiful hearts thats ever been know. Im so caring and loving and I try so hard at everything i do... I tend to keep my sad n upset feelings bottled up inside because im the strong one i dont like people to know im hurting inside because it just gives them that much more of a reason to take advantage of me...I usually always wear a smile i try so hard to keep one on but i do just have my days where i just have to cry.... But trust me i always tell you what i honestly think of you.... To me life isn't worth living if theres no trust, honesty, love or any of that. Also im like one of the most opened minded and understanding people you'll ever meet.I'm very easy to talk to because i take the time to truely listen to you. I never dish out more than a 2nd chance. Im usually very easy to get along with an I pretty much love to go an do just about anything...But i sseriously cant stand drama...i have no ppart in it and stay away from people who do I've had a million relationships...to be exact i've been in 11 relationships since i was 14. But i've only been in real love TWICE.... The first lasted a year i had hought found my soul mate was engaged to be married the whole deal then the military took him from me and corrupted his mind :( and he left me to marry another girl cause she was able to marry him sooner and he didnt have to go over seas if he got married asap so i lost the man i loved thanks to the military. The second guy i was in love with idk even know what happened... he said that i did entirely to much for him and he couldnt take being cared for like that he's independent and can take care of himself and he doesn't need me... but im sorry it's just who i am i need to feel needed and wanted and by caring for you doing things and waiting on you makes me feel needed and my goal is to make you happy and feel special in return it makes me so happy to know that someone loves me and is appreciating what i do. I just wanna fall in love and stay with that person.... I'm young yea....the body of a 18 year old but the mind of a 25 year old....people say i was born in the wrong decade... i just grew up fast... ive had to dreams my entire life.... just two.... Go through with college n get my nusring degree... and Have the kinda family i never was able to have... Someone there to love me for me someone i can love n take care of... A man that comes home to me every night... and kids not a lot but just two maybe three... but i want kids...the whole terrible twos and first day at school right up to graduation and grandkids thats my dream a faimly something i've never had... i grew up in a broken home.... i became an independent indiviual when i was 7 years old.... started careing for myself cooking my own food taken myself to school....i had no childhood skipped that stage went straight to grown up... But what im getting at is i want someone who's real with me....no childish games were adults here... I want someone who can appreciate my caring ways and loves attention... but in the same sence gives me attention back....Im not looking to hook up n hang out for a night.... i want a real relationship long lasting slow and easy relationship....so please.... if thats not you if you dont believe in ever possibly getting married a few years down the road or you just wanna one night stand....then please dont play with my heart... please :) If you wanna know more just send me a message