Update: If you are a man who wants to be a woman or loves wearing dresses in private, please don't contact me. Seriously, I'm only interested in a male who enjoys strictly female company "in private" and who enjoys wearing men's clothing. Call me old-fashioned but that's the only way I roll.... I am 48 years old, divorced for 15 years, three grown boys, four grandchildren ranging in age from seven to two, two boys and two girls. I am holding out hope that my true love/soul mate is out there somewhere in this big world searching for me like I am searching for him. We will know we have found each other when we are supposed to know. I believe everything happens in God's time. I am patiently waiting. I enjoy reading, writing, spending time with my boys and their families, cooking big family meals, helping my kids when they need me, and living life every day. I love to laugh and I know that crying is good for my soul. I'm not a crybaby, I just cry when I feel the emotion which can happen during a commercial on tv, when I am overwhelmed with both love and heartbreak. I have been around the block a few times and have learned what I want in this life and what I don't want. I am easy to get along with and fun to be around. I crack myself up sometimes. I'm clumsy because I guess I'm always doing ten things at once. I can speak my mind, articulate what I'm thinking and back myself up when I need to. I am ready to spend quiet evenings alone with my true love whether it be talking, sitting on the porch watching the night, or cooking a lovely meal. I love to try new things. I love Mexican food, good old steak and potatoes and all vegatables. I also love fresh oysters and a cold beer.