It's just been me and my two kids...Maddison-5 and Greggor-4. I work a lot and try to spend as much time with my kids as possable, but everyone keeps telling me that it's not fair to myself to be lonely...so...here I am. I'm one of those guys that women say aren't real...but it seems that when they find me I'm just taken for granted. My mom says I'm in love with the idea of love and sometimes ideas aren't realities. I'm just looking for someone to hang out with, I guess...I miss holding hands to. A LITTLE ABOUT ME: FAVORITES: COLOR---Clear MUSIC---Loud WORD---Pion or Radical (It's a tossup there) FOOD---Lots PLACE---My parent's house SOUND---Silence I have custody of my two kids, Maddison (6) and Greggor (4). I was raised by teachers....My mom was a teacher, my grandma and greatgrandma were teachers and it goes back even further. I went to church growing up all the way until I was 17. I'm a Punk Rocker though and had a little of exploring to do and there were a few years where I quit listening to what God was saying.... It took a pretty personal encounter with God to get me back in church...but...here I am almost 4 years later a part of an awesome and amazingly exciting church-plant in the North End of San Bernardino. To me faith is arbitrary because it comes easy with a relationship. I notice that most people spend too much time thinking speritually or even metaphysically when all it takes is a little intamacy. God doesn't want to be like our mom or dad, we HAVE parents. God wants to be our friend... And if I keep up on this train of thought I'm gonna' write a novel......