I'm a workaholic, especially since I now have a mortgage to pay. I've mostly stopped caring about everything.. not in a depressing way. Aside from work, I simply do not feel one way or another about most things. I have no emotional stance towards anything and I don't get excited about anything.. I'm not sad, angry or happy.. I just kind of exist in limbo. That being said.. I'm not really looking for a relationship. I just got out of a relationship that ended rather blandly (not badly). I'm just on here because the forums are a fun way to cure a little bordem and I've had a few decent conversations here before.