i'm not hot and i'm not dumb, so you could easily be in the wrong place right now - in which case, turn back... i rarely say things i don't mean or wouldn't say to someones face. honesty is the only thing i expect from anyone who crosses my path (friends, lovers, etc...) im upfront and open and enjoy meeting new people, as long as i feel they'll be an et to my life and not a detriment. i try my hardest not 2 get close to people and it scares the hell outta me when i do - luckily, theres only like 3 so, could be worse... trust must be built from the very bottom. i've had a lot of drama w/ relationships, one big in particular. and i think i'd rather just be alone. lets see what else? im a writer. mostly of things people will never see, read or hear. i can be loud, obnoxious, and in-your-face, depending on how you strike me. i have a big mouth and a whole lot to say about political issues, social controversy and just about anything else.