I am in an open marriage, and looking for something much better then that. I need something real and one who is not afraid to go the distance. I have been trying for a divorce for quite sometime now. But I have no money and no place to move to, and my husband wont allow it at this point. But he does agree to a lesbian relationship, in fact it was his idea that I try these couples site and such, tho' I have been on these sites for at least six months now. My daughter just moved out and my special needs son just graduated high school, And I am very bored and "sometimes" lonely for a real companion. I love out of the box thinking and spirituality, I am not a church goer by any means, I am me and only me and I know who I am and I know what I need and want in my life. I don't see gender but I am definitely gearing towards the soft touch, if you get my meaning. I can be very open and sometimes brutally honest with folks, And I know that sometimes scares people but one can not have a real relationship without it in my eyes. ♥.•*´Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ`*•. We Are One •*´Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ`*•.♥. .♥ *•.¸,¸ ,¸.•*´'`* in ♥*♥**LOVE&LIGHT¸.•*´¨♥