Looking for a girl who wants to be taken to another level....literally. If you are looking for a great guy, or someone to share your feelings with, or a fellow Christian who will worship with you, I will wish you a good day, and good luck in your search...I aint him. I really don't mean to come off as an inconsiderate hole, but I really do believe in the power of absolute honesty, and you know what...maybe that's what I am, but at least I'm at terms with it. The reality is that if you are looking for Mr. Right, Prince Charming, someone to love you for you, someone who genuinely cares about your feelings, or a guy to MAKE you happy...you will end up in a perpetual vortex of lessons learned, pain, heartache, and without an understanding as to where everything went wrong. Long term partnership, I believe, is an understanding between two people that are capable of compromise, honesty, a foundation of trust, and a level of comfortability with one another's shortcomings. Happiness is an internal decision. If you can't be happy outside of a relationship...odds are...you can't or won't be happy in one. My aim here is to meet someone that I can feel something with...to feel ****ing alive again. I'm happy but am missing something that for some reason I can't explain, or defies explanation. This very well might be a lost cause, too many people are wrapped up in this idea of love...that it follows some god damned script written by a former producer for the Bachelor or some ****. Aren't there any unique moments to be had, experiences that we haven't seen a million times over. I just can no longer conform to the idea of what a guy should be. I've lived that life, and I've seen others that have lived it and been miserable as a result. I'm just gonna be me, even if that means being single for the foreseeable future. Common expectations of modern females are such that I will dissapoint you on nearly every level. But...here's some good ****...I'm nothing if not completely and unabashedly honest...I'm loyal to a fault...I have never cheated on anyone I've ever been with, although the thought has crossed my mind once or twice...I served my country in the United States Marine Corps...I love dogs, and believe them to be superior as a species to humans on many levels...I dance, in public, without notice, and don't care what people think...I have a catholic school education, this may explain alot...and when I do love, I do so completely, but this has only happened twice, and I don't have the recipe, and can't gaurantee anything...aint love grand so yeah, if you've made it this far, I commend you, I would have stopped reading near the top...you really are sick, if that's the case I'd love to hear from you...at least sick is different...perhaps after you cash your MHMR check, we can go do something fun...you see that was a joke...cause...nevermind