I am the kind of girl that would love to run around on the beach in flip flops, little dress, and a flower in my long wavy hair. I'm a shy respectably quiet person and I'm always smiling, even if I get insulted. I am patient and kind, but I also have a dark side... I am a South African woman- headstrong, a leader when I need to be. I never start a task I cannot finish. Dedicated, honest, and 100% faithful. I've never cheated on anyone, but every guy has decided that it's right to cheat on me. I won’t let this get me down or throw me aside, for there is always hope. I used to say, “Love is Myth, pain is a fact” because I know the love I have for my family, the love I have for kin and blood because of natural bonds and genetics; but love for a man whom I do not trust is asking the world. Basically- If you can change my mind, you'll be worth my time. Even though I’ve been thrown around a bit I haven’t lost track of myself, I strongly believe in a NO smoking (of any kid), NO drugs, NO drinking policy in life. It doesn’t mean I haven’t tried drinking, I just don’t particularly fancy the taste at all. If you do any of these things, you’re pretty much out of my league. Considering that’s the only league I have it’s a little sad. If everyone could know me there would only be one word to describe me – Unpredictable. I’m accident e, a ditz, silly, always having ‘blond moments’, and laughing at myself when I fall. Some of the best times in life inspire me, and that inspiration leads me to some of my best writing pieces. For that’s what I am, a writer and a dreamer. I'm the kind of girl that takes sex slow in a relationship. I've been hurt so badly because of sex that I'm very hesitant until I know someone better. I'm also the type of girl that will be blunt and tell it like it is if you ask me a question. I am me, and If you can see my confidence, maybe you'll gain confidence in me. FOR FUTURE INQUIRY: I'm NOT a super model, I have a 'figure'. I'm not skinny and I'm not fat, I'm average and have an hour gl figure. I am not religious, but i'm finding my own way with god...spirituality and religion are two different things to me. Please understand and respect that. I will NEVER be Mormon or convert to a religion. If you're looking for perfection find it elsewhere. I am none of these. *((P.S- I am NOT a sex toy. do NOT message me for some 'play time'. You can suck your own nut for all I care))*