Don't let the pictures fool you I do smile, just not in those for some reason.I'm 28, I live in Northglenn Colorado recently seperated form my wife of 8 and half years. I have one child who lives out of state. I currently work for the state of Colorado as a youth security officer on the overnight shift. I enjoy reading,homemaking,cooking and great conversation. I am looking for somebody to share my life with who has a great personality, sense of compion, and good sense of humor. I believe life is full of wonder and would like to find the right person to explore life with.my ideal partner would be,strong willed yet sensitive. I am in no way looking for an intimate encounter,I'm more focused on what's on the inside then looks. on a lighter note, i am seeking friends as well I live alone and all of mine have went away in the military or moved out of state, so if your not looking for a romantic relationship but just need a friend I'm right here feel free to message me! A poetic creation of mine. I see her, from afar, she doesn’t notice me at first, I’m locked in a star struck gaze, every part of my very being alive in wonder. Her look is comforting to my soul as well as my eyes, they meet like long time friends sharing decades in a single moment. The most outstanding second of their intertwined existence fulfilled in an instant. All that was and ever will be, locked in and foretold all though hidden from sight. A journey, predestined and mapped out staring both involved in the face. Steady courtship ensues, mounds of everlasting memories are born. History is made, one breath after another. The soul connection is strengthened by physical bonding. So alive by the connection that it transcends through space and time. One being is born into life from the seed of two. Although physically separate, each is connected to one another by energy’s unseen. When apart, the force remains strong and secure. Through the journey of physical existence it’s very nature is strengthened by each ping day. The result is a connection that is unbreakable by god or man alike. A connection that stands the tests of time. In physical death, only the expectation of being re united remains. On another plane, in another time will the two rejoin to become one, once again. sic erit; haeserunt tenues in corde sagittae, et possessa ferus pectora versat Amor. Cedimus, an subitum luctando accendimus ignem? cedamus! leve fit, quod bene fertur, onus. www.myspace.com/justjaben Softly I heard your footsteps this day following mine, for every one I took two of yours trailed closely in time. I slowed my breath as I turned to see, that what I thought was two remains only me. I sighed a sigh that lovers know well, from the recesses of my heart, where the longing does dwell.