Awwww Izzie honey I am sooooo sorry......if you need me honey please....just let me know...I will be praying for all of your family in this time of loss sweetie.

my sweet wonderful chicas...

i loves you all...
thank you all so much for all of your support.. prayers... and good thoughts..
my cuz's lil sister came to stay with me the night before last.. we ended up staying up till she crashed at 5 am.. (i just stayed up.. by then there was no point in sleeping.. kids wake up at 6 or 6:30) every time she would fall asleep before that she would wake up screaming.. since we stayed up till she passed out tho she has been sleeping much better.. her other bro (the last boy of the 4 kids) is just pretending that it didnt happen.. im not sure it has hit him yet..
but they are ok.. the kids are survivors.. their mom is a severe drug addct.. and their dad is a recovering abuser.. (i say recovering because i feel that it is a disease much like alcolholism or drug addiction in some cases)
they are srong kids.. my brothers are stuck in oklohoma and texas so they cannot return for the funeral... however 4 of my moms 5 sisters will be here.. this should prove to be interseting.. if the cops dont get called it will be a miricale..
he was driving to spokane to see a concert.. the drier of the vichile lost control... no drugs or alcolhol involved..
please also pray for the driver. he i still in the hospital. and due to the severe injuries they have not told him about lester yet.. he will be crushed.. they were best friends..

ok starting to get emotional again. back to mindless babble to help to get my mind off of it...

i love you all so much..
thank you..

((((((((((Izzie))))))))))
I'm so sorry for your loss...



My Dad passed away last friday.
I haven't been dealing with it well

izzie and catchme ...i think talking about it in here will help u a lot ...
u both r in my prayers and thoughts...

awww izzie my sweet friend.......Were always here for you girlfriend......Just lean on the Lord if your a believer......for he will never give you more then you can handle......

i love u all yayas...so dont forget

wherver u r and whatever u r doing

u all rock!!!!!!!! and there is nothing that can stop u !!!!!


and u always always r going to be a YA YA the most exclusive and not just anyone can handle that....


love u all beautyfull CHICAS!!!!!!!!!

yayas...
(((chicas))))

Hellloooo hellloooo where did all the sistas go???

Well I hope you are all doing well!

I get to see Sharon in 6days, ya for us!

It is soooooo great being in love and being loved!

stopping by to say hello to all my sistas!!! i miss you all and think of you constantly and keeping you in my prayers daily!!!!

things here are doing well...been crazy mad busy. also starting my own non profit, so i have been running wild with it!

jeff says hello to all the ladies.

my daughter was home for a few days, mending a broken heart...everything worked out and they worked it all out so far. bless her heart, we all know how that feels, i wanted to take the hurt away but couldnt so we just sat and talked and lots of hugs. it really touched my heart how gentle jeff was with her...he consoled her as well and talked to her alot about it...looking at my little "family" here i felt very blessed!

xoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

im so happy for you madam....

so so so happy....

if anyone deserves to be happy like that its you....

awww madam as i read i have this simile on my face

its gr8 to hear u r doing fine...

I keep missing ya chica........I miss ya oodles.....Merle told me a lil about the new job.......I will try to call you today so we can catch up......

Pinky girlfriend.......how are ya love....I got your e-mail but life has been hectic and I just haven't been able to write ya.....Then stupid me deleted....I hope you and your man are doing good.......Love when the matches fall so hard....

well things w Tony r going so sweet...present hasnt arrive i just pray it doesnt get lost in the mail...
i have a new job now its gr8 its w kids and its a program where u work w little kids to help them enrich their intelligence, its called Fastrackids i am so happy there but i dont have a lot of time as i used to do to talk to Tony, and still we manage to stay in touch and this love is growing and growing everyday...i am so so happy, i just cant take him out of my mind and i dont want to....ok...i just love this feeling, even though ppl think i am a bit crazy ...cuz we havent met in person but i even though i feels so right, so what do u think Deb? and all my Chicas....have i lost my mind??

No way.....the is the perfect match......and I know that.......so you just be crazy in love......and the meeting will happen....just maybe longer cuz your so far away....If I could pinky I would wiggle my nose and have ya face to face....but sadly cannot....He is crazy about you also......so for me all good.

i wish u could wiggle ur nose ...it just would be gr8,
well i am crazy for him and praying and hoping for that day to come.. cuz somehow i know it will come eventually and that it will be something else...its like i can see it and alomost feel it ... but all will come in time...

Here is one of the programs I am working on. any suggestions?

Inmate Release Outreach

1. Counseling / Support Groups:

Provide services to improve emotional and social
well-being. Problem areas (but not limited to):

A. Mental stress
B. Depression
C. Family problems
D. Emotional stress
E. Coping with release and facing society
F. Drug and alcohol


2. Employment Support:

A. Offer an employment referral service to the
local business in the community looking for
employees.
B. Job search skills. Teach the inmates how to
search for employment and the resources
available to them.
C. How to dress and conduct in an interview.
D. Help the inmates to recognize their skills
which may be used in an employment
situation.
E. Resume building
F. Computer basics and email basics
G. Tutoring - reading, writing, math and
GED preparation.


3. Clothes Closet:

A. Provide donated clothing and/or household
items to help get them started.
B. Get vouchers from Goodwill.


4. Social Night:

A. Provide a night of socialization and
fellowship/activites. ie: movies, cards,
games, etc... this will be productive in
helping them socialize with people in the
community outside of thier "prison world".


5. Benefit Assistance / I & R:

Assist the inmates in where to go and how to
apply for the assistance they need or the
benefits they are eligible for.

A. Social Security
B. Disability
C. Food Stamps
D. Assisted Living/Long Term Care for elderly
E. Medicare/Medicaid
F. Medication Assistance
G. Housing


6. Prison Ministeries:

A. Going into the prisons and talking and
mentoring those prisoners who wish to learn
more about thier faith. Teaching them the
alternatives to thier prior lifestyles.

B. Provide a place of worship for those who are
released where they can feel welcomed and
accepted.

C. Though the help of volunteers provide
transportation for those who wish to attend
services.

D. Bible study/prayer night. Using scriptures
and such to address the specific needs of
the prisoners.

7. Food Bank

wow Madam!!!! this sounds so so gr8 nice job u r doing there
so proud of u ...
i wish i could be there to help u out


btw...chicas...as u all now i am in love w Tony and today
i recived my first chocholates form him...he send them like weeks ago and today they arrived i am so so smiling...

i miss all of us w lips avatars

i miss becca has anyone heard of her?
and CHICAS u r on my prayers..