Dear God, I am just wondering,
When will this nightmare end?
First, the death of our youngest child,
Then betrayed by my best friend.

My wife went and turned her back on me,
Thinking the answer's divorce,
Living a lie and dragging our kids,
Down a sinful, destructive course.

It breaks me heart to think, dear Lord,
That this person I once knew,
Is not only dead to me, but worse,
She's gone so far from You!

And You know how she's using our children,
As pawns in a selfish game,
Hardening her heart against the truth,
To the point where she has no shame!

She married a guy that's twice her age,
An evil, adulterous man;
It's evident they are using each other,
As tools in the Devil's plan.

You see what our kids are exposed to,
How she's let all our standards go,
Her permissiveness has cost them dearly,
So dear Lord, I just wanna know....

HOW LONG till You finally stop what she's doing,
And she wakes up to see what she's done?
Dear God, I'm just wondering, WHAT WILL IT TAKE,
To turn her heart back to Your Son?

I no longer care about what we had,
I know that is dead and gone;
My concern now is for our precious children,
'Cause Lord, what she's doing IS WRONG!

She thinks she can go on playing this game,
But it's at OUR CHILDREN'S expense!
Refusing the access that I should have,
What she's doing just doesn't make sense!

I'm fully aware that when someone's bitter,
Their heart waxes hard and cold,
But I'm really tired of what she's doing,
Her selfish game's gotten REAL OLD!

So, even though we're going to court,
I realize the nature of this war,
It's a spritual battle I must fight on MY KNEES,
And it's OUR KIDS that I'm fighting for!

But even moreso, it's for the honour,
Of the name of the Lord of my life,
And that is JESUS! Dear God, I am asking,
PLEASE INTERVENE AND STOP MY EX-WIFE!

I pray for you, your exwife, and your children that Gods will be done.

My goodness, I wish there was something I could do to take away this pain for you....but there's a reason for this you know, and I am sure it's in God's hands, he will deliver you when it is time to...God works in mysterious ways......the children will be OK as long as they are alive...they will come around and she will probably tire of her game....time does heal, been there...just pray every day.....that's all you can do....try not to torment yourself...kids can be pretty resilient....i will say a prayer for you....

Not necessarily connecting to your situation, but more to your "top rate", (in my opinion) lyrical form,
Nice Poem...

With Equescent thoughts...
FroznChild

very well written,hope we see more.I'm going through that with my son's hoping they find there way back