BY: Shauna


I think of many dreams I have had for myself thru out the years.
Never knowing , but finally realizing none of them would ever come true.
So many mistakes took over my life. Not being born comes to mind.
Not wanting this life at first breath, is like always having something to regret.

Having Monsters suround you in Satans awful grasp.
Praying, "God , Please take me from this Horrid rath ! "
Only to find that your prayer is unanswered, feels like a dagger jammed in your heart.
Time and time again your falling apart.

You are mine tonight ! He would say,
Begging him , PLEASE daddy go AWAY!
I lay there and take it like I am a bone to a dog.
knowing ..It wont be long!

It starts over and over and over again!
Preach in the mornin' he would,
Raise YOUR and Pray you have all Sinned!
Never carring what he has done,
Taking my light from the Son.

Help me! Oh help me Lord!!
Please come save me , OPEN your door!
Banging!! Let me in ! Let me in!
Still no answer...

Hey you guys,
Its ok to leave feed back...even the angry ones.
I wrote this along time ago...
I have had alot of help since then...
so if it makes ya mad thats cool....

Wow, i know exactly how you felt. Been there many times. Good write

Well written!

Reads like this or even hearing of situations like this causes my heart to grieve and entices the rage inside. Just the fact that you can post a write like this demands respect in my view, for you or anyone.
Blessings to you countrybumpkin.

Awww Ty Spirit!!

Be still and hear him...

(((Country)))

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ditto

I've had too come back and read this once again,, the first few times, just brought tears to my eyes,,

I am sending you lotsa love,,, May Love & Light follow you
May life bestow upon you much greatness,, May the Love of a true Soul see the beauty in yours,,,

Hugs
Denise

You made me cry
Please don't feel BAD for me...I know its sad , but I have gone thru much much worse...
you may read about it....
LOVE is sent your way !!
Shauna