don't mean to sound selfish...
this is soooo sad...
but I still needs a hug...M.

((((((((((((((((hugs michael))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Im sure you have people who realy love you michael, they are still there
for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so saddan...will be another rough afternoon...morena, send some hugs
here also baby.

NOT FKING FAIR THIS TIME OF YR.!!!!!!!!!

it never is poison, it never is ....

i know LG

thanks hon

Thanx Morena,to hear you say this,
lifts my lonely saddened heart,
and returns hugs to you...

(((((((((((((HUGS Morena)))))))))))))

we will all miss this brightest of stars,
who touched many hearts with her words....M.

So sorry to hear about this........damnit all
man.......................Heather if you see this I am so sorry she was
a very sweet young lady, I know she was loved and had alot of love to
give. I know she is now where she can show all the love she wants to
show. She is complete and whole, no pain, no suffering, looking down at
us all with that beautiful smile she has wanting us to be happy. God
Bless you all, her family, her friends...........

Life is, oh, so fragil and we see this everytime we loose someone, we
love, to death...but ''death'' is just not the right word because we,
really, never ever die, but we go to another world...a world full of
more love, joy, and peace than this world could ever contain! I know
that Bek is dancing, laughing and rejoicing, right now, and kissing the
face of God, but I pray for her family and friends, left behind that we
all, might find real peace, within, and reflect on the love, we have for
each other and show that love in small ways and big ways. I want all of
you to know, that I love each and every one of you and though we may
not, ever, get to meet each other, face to face, on this earth, we can
meet in the spirit. LOTS OF LOVE, Deeannalee

I want to let you guys know that Beka was happy befor she left. The day
before she went in the hospital I had the honor of being able to chat
with Beka On the IM for about 2 an a half hours after an half an hour I
asked Beka if she would like to here my voice so I helped her set it up
I never heard if you were to say someone so happy just to her ones voice
although it took about 5 min to get use to talking while she was typing
it was a wonderful experience to be able to do that for her. Know that
is such a small thing to most of us, was the world to her. I cant stress
how much that little lady touched my heart and how it felt good for
someone like her to put that much trust in me. What I didn't know until
a day or so Beka had talked to Txs and told her how I was going to come
up to see her today 12-22-06 See it was to be a surprise that I was
going up there and she told Txs that she was sooooo Excited that she
couldn't sleep all that night. Knowing that I am so glad that I told her
instead of it being a surprise It gave her something before she left. As
Txs said I know she is with the ones she loves. Yes I will miss her more
then most of you will ever know and I know how you guys have been there
for her and how you guys will miss her too. But this young lady gave me
something that no one has in a long time and I will never forget her. So
in all this guys she left happy knowing she had the friends she had.

...

Thank You Shadow

thanx Shadow, for all you were to her, for making her smile, and for
making her happy before all this happened, for just being you...she
needed that

i pray for her family that they have a peace in their hearts knowing
that she is with God and is no longer in pain and is free and is with
her love.

Shadow you are such a special guy. I'm sorry that you are grieving. just
know that you touched her life and made her very happy. <<<<<HUGS>>>>>

God alone decided that Beka had suffered enough...I know that she
wouldn't have gone from us, otherwise...She saw far beyond the sight of
a young person, and wrote more love and wisdom than I have heard in
years...and while I was never there to see, I know her eyes sparkled far
brighter than the stars...her heart was pure and she brought peace to
all she came in contact with...That I will miss her, never, for when we
remember her with love, she is not missed...Fly angel and be at peace
with God and we will see each other again someday...when I can come home
too.........Shad

I am so sorry and sad about this. I'm not one to handle adversity well
in a group

The family of Beka, ( lonelyteardrop) would like to thank each and
everyone of you for your thoughts & prayers, and being a friend to Beka,
It's nice to know that there is people still out in this world that can
give alittle of thereselve's to someone that was in great need of
friendship,
Thank you again ! And GOD Bless each and everyone of you

Beka, my dear and frigile friend,

You always said to me don't cry but smile, and those words always took
my troubles away.

You had of way of making dark days seem bright, even under the worst
condition possible you always gave of your heart no matter how bruised
it was.

God has called you home now and made you whole again, to walk with him
that you have loved and missed for so long. you have touched my hear in
ways that only you can. I will never forget you my dear friend.

Rick

Thanks for the laughter and the smiles
The thoughts of you will go for miles

Thank you for the tears and cheers
I will remember them for years

Thank you for your heart and soul
I am sure you make the angels glow

Thank you for just being YOU
No one else could be so True

T

so many fine words,and all of them true,i won't try to repeat what all
have said,but my prayers are with your family now Beka and while i'm ore
sad than i think i have ever been b4 in my life. this smiles for u beka,
i count my self blessed to have known
you:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)::):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):():(::):):)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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