Alchol it is a blessed thing,
makes me forget things that i've seen
Granted my senses are not so keen
That is why alcholol is great inbetween
inbetween the lonely days,
that my life has graced,
but lonley i am still,
but alchahol the time does kill
One day i hope i can wake up from this **** up dream
to be happy sober with someone that love me,
but until then, in alchahol i'll conitinue to wander
For one day i'll be single no longer!

Yes i'm ****ed up right now,
but that is all good for now
tell my divorce is through,
the ***** opend her thighs for any dude,
But soon she'll understand,
that she gave up, a very loving man
I've forgiven her for cheating not once..but twice!,
Now nothing she says is remotly nice,
So for right now, their is no shine of the dice
Just the misery of knowing the one i've loved
is taken by another smuck.
Oh well, **** happens and i'm almost free,
hopefully the ***** chokes on seaweed.

Ok i'm done ranting at least for right now,
That is all i have to say,
hopefully you all forgive me for tommorow is a new day

Everyone has to let it out. You never know, There may be someone out there that can't find the words by themselves

Screw asking for forgiveness. You spoke your mind.
Amen to that.
Live on man.

When the pain is gone I breath.
The rythm of my heart slows.
I know not how it beats.
Still once again,
it beats.

isaac we havent spoken much and its been a long time since we did, you are a super awesome person and i love what you wrote, it was sincere and from the heart darlin! xoxoxo

thank you everyone,
I barely remember writing this...i was a little more than blitzed last night