I was checking my e-mails, and I came across one from Matt from awhile ago, that I must have missed when I was checking them before..

Now, reading it, it makes me feel like I screwed things up, royally and now there is nothing I can do but sit and sulk and cry some more.. like.. Damn it.

I won't say what the e-mail said - but it was amazing.

did u try to explane th matter???

u got to keep busy with other things thinking of what was or could have been will drive u crazy

Didnt you just delete his number? Oh well what doesnt kill us right? You have too much life ahead of you to worry about this stuff too much. I can assure you that you will have plenty of gentlemen callers in your life.

Yeah, but I still have old e-mails from him. Those e-mails just bring like, everything back.. and I don't know. It's hard.

Go after it girl!
Write- explain you just saw his letter...
You never know till you try!

you missed the email a while ago. Are you sure your not missing something now which might make it possible to change the situation.

I know !!! Because I'm Matt !!!!

all you can do is try,so go for it and try and get ahold of him and as everyone has said just explain you had missed one of his emails.This just my opinion though

oh silly mirror lol

Delete it and move on, look forward, not back.

Its true !! I am Matt!! I changed my name !!

Why we broke up was a lot more complicated than missing an e-mail.. We'd been broken up for awhile, but not fully - and now it's just .. actually done, for good.

Friday night I saw him at a party, and he had the nerve to punch out a friend of mine which made me really pissed and made me re-evaluate things..


But the actual reason for the break-up, that we were working on trying to fix is something I'll never be able to forget.. or fully forgive.
But, just his e-mails, and the words he said to me, .. they were amazing.
Just makes me think, and I don't like it.

Excellent already over the other guy , wow to be young again..

It sounds like it's better that you two are no longer together. It will be tough for you for a while until you move past the pain, but just remember that things will be better soon.

i agree, you gotta try, what could it hurt now?

I'm afraid it is times like this that we tend to only remember the good things about the Ex... but remember this.. there is a a reason they are the EX.

didn't read the violent part... maybe best to move on.

Your just letting HIM control your thoughts again, allowing him in and back?

I would keep your wall up that he made, and go forward,,,,,,not backwards.
But its,,,ALL, your choice and heart...Good luck.