At the bottom,
beneath the rubble
of a broken heart
and distorted truths.

At the bottom,
under the pile
of unanswered dreams
and promises not kept.

At the bottom,
below the remains
of torturing memories
and shattered ideas.

At the bottom,
destroyed
by all this fallen debris,
lies, less its structure,
a no-longer useful foundation,
for that,
which had once been,
my life...

just gotta get back on th' horse man!

WHAT IS LIFE IN MY SPACE, WHAT IS LIFE BEHIND MY FACE?

TO THINK YOU KNOW YOU WOULD NOT BE RIGHT,

I SEEM TO HAVE LOST MY BRIGHTEST LIGHT

FROM HAPPY AND CARING TO GIVING AND TEARING,

FROM HAPPY SMILES AND LAUGHS GONE WILD

TO HAVE BEEN TOLD I HAVE THE MIND OF A CHILD

FEELINGS HURT WITH NOBODY TO KNOW

BELIEVING IN PEOPLE AND TAKING LIFE SLOW

IT'S TAUGHT ME NEVER TO BELIEVE IN PRINT,

WHAT WASN'T REALLY HEAVEN SENT

TO THINK THIS OLD MAN'S BEEN PLAYED LIKE A FIDDLE

AND TO KNOW THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN GET A DIDDLE

I HAVE CHOSEN TO LIVE MY LIFE BACK OUT ON THE ROAD

LIVING INSIDE MY TRUCK AND PULLING THE SAME OLD LOAD

THIS SITE HAS BEEN MY HAPPINESS, THIS SITE HAS BEEN MY SADNESS

JUST TO THINK WHEN I CAME HERE NOBODY EVEN KNEW MY NAME

AND NOW IT HAS BROUGHT ME ALL THIS FORTUNE AND FAME

THE FORTUNE IS MY MANY THOUSAND FRIENDS HERE ON THIS SITE

THE FAME IS THE PLEASURE THAT THEY LOOK TO ME FOR LIGHT

THERE IS NO ONE PERSON HERE FOR ME TO BLAME

IT IS ALL PRE-WRITTEN HERE IN MY POSTS,THIS IS SUCH AN UGLY GAME

SOME PEOPLE WILL BE HAPPY AND SOME PEOPLE WILL BE HURT

BUT THIS IS INTERNET DATING AND EVERYONE LOVES THE DIRT

SO AS YOU STEP INSIDE THESE WALLS, KNOW IT HAS ALOT OF CALLS

HELPING EACH OTHER TO TOIL AND TROUBLE,YOU GOT TO HAVE THE BALLS

BUT TIME IS SHORT AND LIFE IS TO,NOBODY KNOWS WHAT THEY WOULD DO

I MAY BE WRONG AND I MAY BE RIGHT BUT THIS IS, MY LAST FIGHT!

bless you sweetie, for blessing so many others

44..only when we hit rock bottom can we see the light for what it really
is.


T...great words there, with truth in them, beautifully written T!!

THANK YOU TWO, VERY MUCH...:<)

"T"-
You certainly described it to a -T. There are those who do love the
dirt. Fortunately there are those who can see things for what they
really are. And you are a light and a blessing. Don't ever change. I
cant tell you how to feel I dont have that right. We all feel what we
feel.
But you have a gift- dont hide it away from the world-it would'nt be
fair to you and it certainly would rob the rest of us of someone we have
grown to love.
Very good protrayal tho and great choices of wording.
I especially liked "diddle" havent heard that on in awhile (*giggle)

WELL THE LADY WITH GEEN-EYES I THINK YOU MAKE ME RELEALIZE,
THAT OTHER PEOPLE ON THIS SITE, SUFFER MY SAME FIGHT.
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY TRUE, NOT QUITE AS BLUE!!!!!

44 your poem was great.


T-i loved your poem it was really awsome and i'm sorry your leaving for
a while. baby somebody is out there for you but waht you've said isa
true doll very very well written

excellent, to both and i hope to see u back soon,i am

THERE IS NO PLACE I'VE EVER BEEN, THAT WOULD BE CLOSE TO HERE!

THERE IS NO PLACE I'VE EVER BEEN, THAT WOULD BE CLOSE TO HERE!

TERRYROE8@AOL.COM
ONTHEROADROE@YAHOO.COM..............MY TWO ADDY'S.....

yea! they were good works y'all!
liked T's poem,as it kinda hit a nail,sadly......M.

have fun T and we'll keep 'em real while yer working!
just check in on me will ya?
go get a wire-less laptop!!!
or a txt msg. cell phone!!!

that was so cute T, I realy liked it!!!

THANKS MORENA, ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT SOME LIKED IT!!!
YOUR A GOOD FRIEND, AND THANKS FOR YOUR WORDS.....

Both addy's written and saved T and I know how o get ya if need be, will
be quiet here with out ya :(

yea,,,what they said!!!again!!!
you keep them buggs off yer glass,
and them bears off yer ass T man...
keep th rubber side down,
and th shinny side up like my eggs,
and your smile!!!

I've been to the bottom but when I could write about it I was already
beginning a new assent. I hope it works the same way for you.