Topic: It just hit me...
Totage's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:40 PM
It just hit me... After a three day night drinking binge, and the funeral, and all... My grandpa is DEAD! sad sad sad sad

Truely, it just hit me, just now... I wish someone was here with me to comfort me...

MirrorMirror's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:42 PM

It just hit me... After a three day night drinking binge, and the funeral, and all... My grandpa is DEAD! sad sad sad sad

Truely, it just hit me, just now... I wish someone was here with me to comfort me...
:heart:

no photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:42 PM
I'm sorry to hear about your loss....
My thoughts to you and your family

flowerforyou

Kataleena

Totage's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:43 PM
Seriously... all the pain I couldn't feel for the past coouple of weeks just hit me...

boneyjoe's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:44 PM
my grand father was th apple of my eye,,,,,,,,i will never get over it,,,,,,,,i think it was th frist death in my family that really hurt,,,,,,,,,good luck bud,,,,,they say it's just part of life

curios789's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:44 PM
I'm sorry to hear that, totage. My condolences to you and your family.

livelife68's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:47 PM
sorry to hear, very hard when my grandfather died. My thoughts are with you.

markecephus's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:47 PM

My sincere condolences for you and the family,

Mark

Totage's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:49 PM
Thanks everyone,


I don't know, it's weird, my grandpa died on the same day as my uncle, his son. It hurt so much, knowing they are not here, but I hope they are in a better place. sad sad

Really, it just hit me, that they are dead...

Bobby0414's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:50 PM
i love potatoe chips

Totage's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:52 PM

i love potatoe chips


Potatoes chips are good, but I still feel so alone.... sad sad sad sad

Xmegxmisfortunex's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:54 PM
honey, death is just a part of life... the moment we take our first breath of air, is the second we start to die. and its what you do between the time of your first breath and the time of your last that really counts. the people you knew and took care of, and the people that took care of you, the smiles, the laughs... thats all that matters. and if you really understand what im saying, he must have had a giant impact on you. and im sorry for your loss, i lost my cousin in a house fire a couple years back... 10 people in the house, 1 didnt make it out. theres not a day that goes by where i dont think about her at least once, and smile beacuse i knew her, and i loved her. we took care of eachother. and i know its hard, you never really get over death... and its a horable horable thing... but you gotta look at it this way also... he's up there partying with jerry garcia, elvis, marley, and all the other cool dudes, just waiting for the time he will see you again, with one arm open to hug you, and the other hand a beverage with a fancy drink umbrella in it. so hey... cheer up. you'll see him again someday.
you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers =)

Totage's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:55 PM
I feel better now. I just think it's kinda sad that music can comnfort you when no one is there for you. sad


Xmegxmisfortunex's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:56 PM
yeah man. =(

Totage's photo
Sat 02/09/08 11:58 PM
Edited by Totage on Sat 02/09/08 11:59 PM
I guess that's why I love music so much. ohwell

I can't wait for my studio...

Totage's photo
Sun 02/10/08 12:08 AM
Edited by Totage on Sun 02/10/08 12:08 AM
I'm sorry I just fell apart ther for a moment, I'm better now.