Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain, the same
with my pain
Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; goes over my head!
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or
am I dead

The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
Some were good most were bad

I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all I find
Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony; thru my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
And if I'm gonna die, Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow, I just want to say;
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today

Today today; when I can't even smile today
Today today; when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today

You think it's so funny...
...laugh at this!

So when I look outside my room
I see the world, but not the reason
What is done to me is not fair
You call it fair I call it treason
But I don't know what to do
Give me a sign I'll take whatever
But if you want me here I am
Ain't gonna die forever

And I tried to hold ya
But you just turned away
And I tried to tell ya
But not a word I say
I cried out so loudly
But you just covered your ears
And gave me all the signs
That you don't want my tears

So if you want me here I am
I sit and wait your decision
But my body fights my mind
I headed straight for a collision
So am I getting near or am I still
Looking in all the wrong places
But the only thing that seems to change
Are the looks on the faces...

Doesn't anyone...seems like no one cares at all
I search for personality and look for things I cannot see
Does anyone even care at all?
Love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all I find
Seems like no one cares at all
Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
Does anyone even care at all?
Lies and hate and agony; thru my eyes that's all I see
Seems like no one cares at all

How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today

Today today; when I can't even smile today
Today today; when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today...

HOW EVER YOU WANT

isn't there a poems section?

This is my first time to ever post on here... So I apologize sincerely..
We all can't be perfect!

hi...!

Hi..

Did you take your own picture.....?

alrighty then...

hey chuckster...! kiss the bear...!

nice work Melodie...M.

mmmmmuah!!!! I'm trying to envision spelling the sound of a kiss and I
can't get closer than that, hope it's ok and YOU felt it, lol.

Yes I did take it...

And Chuckee what do you mean by alrighty then?

Thanks Mike, atleast you are not rude..

MIKEM68 - U SHOULD KNOW TO WATCH YOUR FILTHY MOUTH - ESPECIALLY AFTER
SOMEBODY HAS WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THAT. NEXT TIME JUST " S T F U "

THANX

SPAY

Thank you Todd.. Some people have no respect... Tisk!! Tisk!!

Great Picture....will you take one of me...?

I would but considering your a Cali Bear I don't think you could handle
the harsh conditions here in New Mexico..lol

get with some good people and you will laugh eventually

was that a suicidel tendancies song?

No..I wrote that along time ago and I laugh all the time now..