The following post is the intro and first poem of my book, yet to be
published, it is a compliation of poetry and journal entries from the
last 2 years of my life.

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I am not quite sure where I turned wrong, but sometime between 12-35 my
life went to shit.Oh I know I made the mistakes and took the wrong paths
but the underlying reasons remain elusive at this time.For the most part
I had a fantstic childhood until I hit 12, from there on I was bound to
the path of hell.I have come to this point now where I can write about
it.So here I give you the pages of hell and the way out.

To Hell And Back

The way to hell has many paths
The hidden and the known
I have tread them all
Each twisted and wicked turn
Has touched my feet
I have crawled over the paths countless times
Only to have left my soul to burn
I have come through it all
Only to go back again
Each time loosing more and more of me
I have gone to hell and back
And I know the way out
Only when you want it bad enough
Only when you can sink no lower
Only when you have nothing left
Can you climb the ladder
And rise above the flames
I've gone to hell
And I've come back again
Now my life begins........

hey jen love it and have to admit u are pretty darn good hope to read
more hugs ur fellow jello head

Hey girl I love it great intro and love the poem
can't wait till you get it published!! I'm sure
it will be a hit!

I would buy a copy of this book when you get r done!
and did somebody say...

JELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Thank you so much Jen and Gurly...it will happen one way or another. I
am so greatful for your support.Much love!!

That was right on again, and there is a lot of depth in your words. Keep
it up and never never fear the path your on, it will lead to brighter
lights and happiness inside.

Fantastic. Keep climbing to ever greater things.

You go Cherub!!
Writing is great healing. Its great to read back and see how far youve
come over itme.
Love your word. Its real its open and you rock!!!

Thanks yall :)

no worries,Poet...

just sweet memories....M.