your whole life is based
on a make believe world
every person, every situation
is just something youre imagining
its all pretend, nothing is real
is that what you have to tell yourself?
yet, it is all so real
like living in two worlds at once
sometimes its so overwhelming
because youre stepping so fast
back and forth, so fast
until the two worlds collide
being left in a kind of limbo
dont want to face reality
dont want to face fantasy
you end up lost
sort of floating about
wandering, until one world
pulls you back down, stable
it wont be long now
just count the days
before it happens again...
are you ready?

That sounds like something I thought when I was tripping on 7 grams of mushrooms one time

very nice