Topic: I Want To Live
NxOhMissFriedxD's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:29 PM
Tell me what you honestly think.

no one can understand my frustrations
frustrations and emotions
people look at me and say, "whats wrong with her? why is she so sad?"
you wont understand
having this problem will only relieve the questions in your mind
i want to be happy and filled with laughter
i hate to be out in public and just cry and cry for no reason at all
you think i like feeling this way?
one word. one look.
one stare is all it will take for me to hit bottom of my emotional rollercoaster.
i want to wake and greet the morning sun and not curse it back to its hiding place
i want to feel that light of happiness inside of me
all my life i've been down
i want to make a change
i want to be as normal as i can be
i hate these drugs and i hate these pills
i want to stop
i want to feel

LDollar's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:31 PM
wow, if thats how you feel, you and me have alot in common, by the way the poem is great.

MirrorMirror's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:32 PM
smokin intensesmokin

AaronZ's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:32 PM
tahw si lamron


!!!oop

sweetjeep's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:33 PM
WOW!!

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:33 PM
Heres a hug for you! (((NxOhMissFriedxD)))
flowerforyou

tonylee52's photo
Sat 01/12/08 07:34 PM
i do know your pain. i got a note on the table after 28 years of marriage that said i don't love you anymore and i want a divorce. it takes time but when you can look in the mirror and say i am a good and special person the wounds will slowly heal. just give it some time. don't focus on the past and look to the future

Fadedspirit's photo
Sat 01/12/08 09:12 PM
In one word....Deep. Sad, but very good, I'm sure many can relate.

NxOhMissFriedxD's photo
Sun 01/13/08 09:56 AM
thanks. i like deep very much.