I often see people but i hardly see people being themselves. Is it that hard to find a genuine love based on respect and good communication falling inlove is awesome but statically after the honeymoon phases they findout their different people on different trajectories..i was young and immature once but eventually i didnt like the person i was becoming so i changed.I used to think with a shallow mind now im mindful of everything people's fàces would pass me like blurs.Now i make sure to see everyone being a scorpio ♏ i value loyalty and compassion i believe people say i love you way to often.But like the gnostic's i see people in the stages of their souls young ones tethered to this world latest fashion trends,pop stars,etc to even suggest to them that we are all interconnected and that everything you need is within and not out there in the world..Would probably be met with hostility and they say its hippe nonsense.then the souls who are stuck in the middle they are still of the world but feel a certain kind of way about spiritual matters they know but dont know enough to where they are on the fence or they do know the right thing but maybe follow their bodys wants🫠and then their are souls like me i have been practicing celibacy for going on 6 yrs because i needed to know and master myself, emotions etc.So i could feel worthy of anothers love wether it comes or not we'll see but until then ill just be me thru deep loss of people i have loved i know loss but thru this i found compassion, empathy for others i learned what it truly means to be selfless im not rich at all.But i genuinely care about people want the best for everyone but i am no fool being a scorpio my whole life felt like a fish out of water but taking the Briggs test finding out im a infj made so manythings about mysef fall in place the more i learn about myself the more humble i feel its like self mastery is fundamental if you want to master anything else know thy self.i want deep conversations.laughter,passion filled memories,i have hurt and been hurt took time to learn and grow still growing but now i feel im deserving of a relationship..but until then authenticity is what i am leaning toward 1 lesson we need to learn not necessarily ro he good nor bad but yourself..i myself understand both devil and angel reside in me..And experience dictates what one will see i want to believe everyone is good but id just be naive im always happy to help someone.. Maybe oneday u could help me with 🫵🤠u til then i hope the sun shines on you all and wind at your backs