Today I decided I had to let it out ....speak my mind and tell the Truth without a fuss nor shout.

But beware, one might want to vent and just let it all go, but what u hear in return might not be the Truth YOU wanted to know.

Yes, how it hurt to hear what I suspected all along...at first I wanted so bad to believe that all the suspicisons were all wrong.

I figured I too would speak the Truth and maybe gather from that some inner Peace of mind...Needless to say, my Truth treated him just as unkind.

When we come to a stage in life where one wants to just give up... the burden so heavy on our shoulders weigh..Ahhhhhh... lets just let it out and speak the Truth and go about each day.

Well, it was not as easy as one may have thought when, before we heard each others Truths....the hurt and betrayal I won't wish upon my enemies, to fit in their boots !

The words just kept coming, as I thought this was an Inner Healing for me...but too late after you say them and realise those Truths hurt most for both him and for me.

Oh how I wished this moment would all go away....could this have just been a sad dream which I shall forget by the next day ?

These Truths we are told to speak with sincere Honesty...but one has no control of the heart ache and tears that seem to flow so naturally !

Oh... to just tell the Truth and be set free....I wish that would come as easily....my Heart hurts for the one's I broke, but when his Truths came out...my Heart did feel the poke...the Truth was so painful but also a calm, and somehow I see how the Truth may not do as much harm.

So today with our Truths spoken he was on his way...will we both get our Healings we hope for ???...when ???...maybe the next day ???

So yes, the Truth shall set one free BUT be prepared my friends for the Heart Ache that comes with that bit of Honesty.

Right now I am numb, maybe feeling a little betrayed and a little hurt, but it was my decision that we both would come clean with our Truths and with that be very curt !

With this New Year came such broken Heart and pain...will I ever be able to find unconditional love again ?

Yes, today I think my Truth did set me free....I purged all the built up hostile and negativity.

For him though, I think it was more difficult to take, co's my Truths definately brought him more heart ache.....

SO with each day passing by...I shall remember this day, when we both said our Truths and said goodbye

ahh,thats sad and happened to me 3 years ago.

It seems that you will be better off without him. a dog will give you unconditional love. young dudes, good lookers, will always break your heart. when you can have what you want you don't care who you hurt. Of course until the shoe is on the other foot. You're a babe. toughen up. you'll get what you want eventually.

u can beg a liar to tell the truth they will just lie.the lies never end so its better not to talk to a liar

Thanks u guys

wow nice but sad.happens all the time.

Thank you for sharing..and I do hope with time...heart ache and pain will dissolve.

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