I watched, again and again, that same video you sent me, you kiss. I told you that it has made me so happy. It is giving me again, yet again, another unparalleled happiness. Though our love story has ended, eight months now - the bittersweet happiness and pain still linger in all of me.

it has found a safe haven in me, dwelling in my whole being. I painted a picture in my mind... a lie I created just because it is delicious... to be loved by you, to love you, it is heaven... a bliss. I am so, so, so desperate to feel that kind of happiness again I cannot find any more and so in my head, I created this lie... lying to myself, making myself believe somehow, in some ways you're loving me again.

You know how much I hate lies but this is the kind of lie that I would let myself believe, I would accept - the one I created if only to make myself happy again, in this little way.

I let go of the hope and wish that you will be mine again, I accepted that our story has ended and there is no new book or continuation yet still, my character remained somehow. This woman fell in love with a kind stranger she met when she was broken. He helped her see the best version of herself. If someone else was writing our story, they didn't do justice to what could have been a very beautiful love story that could possibly surpass any known and unknown fairy tales of all time.

Still, even this far, there was never a moment when I stopped thinking of you. in some corners of my heart, I still fantasize about us. An almost perfect love affair. I still see you in everything I do, in all the places I go to, every movie I watched, every music I listen to, every color and shape and size. In all the things where I want to see in my dreams but I don't see you there... even there you left me, you let go of me.

My heart will always ache for you. My eyes will always cry tears for you. My soul will always long for you. In every bit and piece of me, I will always love you like I have never loved before and like I will never love again.

Nice poem .

NICE