I never knew what true love is, what it feels like until you but i am so very glad that i realized it sooner, at the beginning of our relationship.  When i think about it now, all the emotions i felt were all juxtaposition of all the feelings you made me feel.


The feeling of so much love that it went beyond the heavens yet the fear of losing you brought me down to my knees and humbled me in ways i have never felt before.

The feeling of being on the clouds, up in the skies with simple words from you, yet the same words causes chaos inside me.

This love that taught me patience yet i was impatient to see all the possibilities...to see all the unknowns and discover new things, brave the uncertainties, and always hungry for more of you.

The feelings that made me mature yet remained young at heart, often times, like a teenager falling and feeling love for the first time...scared, restless, excited, proud, and giggly.

I was hopeful yet i was helpless.  I completely surrendered to loving you instantenously yet i could not accept the fact that you are no longer mine.


The hurt and pain that comes with loving you knowing you are no longer mine is as sweet as accepting somehow you are still there...


Not a single day that i never wished to win you back again.  Not a single moment that i never hoped for you to give us another chance.  I just want my happiness back, my contentment, my life, my love...to the time when i was your girlfriend...when you were mine...i miss everything about "us".  I miss you my loves, i love you so much my sexy gorgeous...

awts. wrong title

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was it? i can't remember, i guess i have to go back on my other ones to see

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