Each time we say, "Hello" at the beginning of each of our conversations, I am flooded with nervousness and happiness. A smile always forms in my lips, controlling myself from letting out a silent scream, like a fangirl to her "idol", it's always like that every time.

Every ending of our conversation, the part where we say, "goodbye" it's like the word is choking me, making it hard to say...because the part in between the hello and the goodbye is where the "magic" happens.

It is like for those moments, no matter how long or shorts the duration of the call, it is like you are taking me into a different world, a different place all the time. I get to feel emotions, feelings...each time, you are giving me something I would always treasure forever...memories, great memories. In each of our conversations, I always hold them dear in my heart because, in those moments, I am with you...I am a friend, I am a best friend, I am a girlfriend, and a lot, lot more...you are making me feel my worth...I am somebody, someone who exists and not just a name or title. In your great ways, you are changing the meaning of some certain things for me, erasing bad memories and replacing them with happy thoughts and making them all wonderful so thank you!

I love you so much more again, deeper than an hour ago before we said our "hello" and hear you say the words, "I love you" I am in heaven once more...

I love you my loves...I love you so very, very, very much!

Without being brutally honest!!!!! You need serious help!!!! You should to a counselor or at least a very good friend!!!! I will hope you do

If you were my counselor or my good friend, what would you tell me? What help would you give me?