Right place at the right time… exact moment – you came when I needed someone to talk to. You reached out to me and you were so kind enough to listen to me, more than generous enough to spend hours of your time listening to what I had to say – my troubles, my loneliness, the cause of my sadness and my tears. You gave me kind words and offered your help without asking for anything in return but my time…

Exactly two months today, was when I first met you online, inside a chatroom called Chat Gum. I could not remember though what room it was but of all the ones who sent me private messages, you were different in all levels, in all ways. You are the only one that made sense and was willing to know the person deeper beyond the username, beyond the profile picture, beyond the superficial conversations. You delved deeper to what’s hidden inside.

You said you would help me discover the new me, a better version of me, and assured me that I would like it – and I am so loving her and she is loving you so much… There were uncertainties from the beginning, there were doubts, there were misunderstandings but we have come so far – this far since then.

What I thought it would only happen in my dreams, in my illusions, in my fantasies, are now a reality. Every day, it is becoming a reality – a realization of something more real, something so great I have never experienced, not even in real life. To be feeling like this – so intense yet thousands of miles separating us but it didn’t matter – the time difference didn’t matter as well…

It is amazing to feel this way for someone so special and I could not be happier I am feeling for you – you are more than deserving of the overflowing love I have inside of me. They are yours, my whole heart is yours. It just screams of so much love for you and sometimes like I’ve said in the past – it is scary to know I am capable of feeling this way… not in a million years I have imagined a feeling like this could exist.

I never would have thought I would fall in love again after my fateful separation but here I am again, loving yet again but this time it is different – more real, I don’t know how I can say but the only thing is, it is so much different – it is more pure, that it is more profound – honest, unconditional, without limits.

For each time you tell me you love me – it simply is the best, words like none other though I’ve heard them said to me a thousand times before but when it is you saying them to me, oh God, oh God, oh God… I praise His sweet name for I was blessed with you… not a man like you but you…

No other love or feeling could ever surpass this, you are the greatest, my perfect one. I know you always say, you are nothing but an ordinary person – you are not, not in every way… you are amazing, awesome, warm person, caring, compassionate, loving, my kind gentleman, you are a great person – inside and out – and if no one has ever told you before – you are a great lover – so great in all definition of the word. And my God, you are so handsome!

I am here for you to make you feel loved in every way, every time… I still feel guilty the other day that I failed to tell you how much I love you – I want to make it up to you, I promised you I would tell you every day how much I love and I failed one day and I could not forgive myself for it… if only I could turn back the hands the of time – in a heartbeat, in heartbeat my loves – I will go back to that day and tell you how much I love you.

Please continue to hold my hand and I would never let go of yours. I want to take this roller coaster ride with you – this bumpy road that you said would have gravels on it – life is not perfect, life is not easy, it will never be easy but with you and I as one – we’ll make it there – we’ll make it to our destination… a future, in a place, “somewhere only we know…”

It didn’t take too long for me to change – when I referred myself, “Lonely woman” she is nowhere in sight now – she have come so far because her kind gentleman has helped her turn around… helped her tremendously… he fulfilled his promise to her that he would help her change and see the better version of her and love the better version of her… she could not have been more hopeful, thankful, and grateful – now more than ever… her kind gentleman is loving her and making her feel it in all ways, in different levels and is always sending her to heaven and back to earth and heaven again…

Tomorrow is Monday, my favorite day! I will get to talk to you, hear your voice, it excites me, and oh God, I am going to die in anticipation and excitement… I love you so very much, very, very, very much! It’s been a while since I said the mantra so please since this is two months since I met you – please allow me… today…

I love you so much, it is crazy it will hurt, I love you so much it transcends time and space, I love you so much it is beyond reason… it defies sanity. I love you honestly, truthfully, unconditionally. I love you without limits, to no ends, without holding back. I love you far beyond the heavens and circling back to earth to no ends. I love you so much, I love you to the highest of heavens, to the deepest sea, wider than the universe, beyond the grave and after life. I love you more than life itself.

I love you and I kiss you on your nose
I love you to the highest of heavens and I kiss you on your forehead
I love you to the deepest sea and I kiss you on your chin
I love you wider than the universe and I kiss you on your left cheek
I love you beyond the grave and I kiss you on your right cheek
I love you more than life itself and wet and passionate kiss on your lips for however long you want

I love you so much my loves, my sexy gorgeous, my sweet boyfriend, I love you so much David… this much and so much more!!!

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