We met 32 months, 15 days, and 12 hours ago... we've been a part of each other's lives one way or another. You were mine for 26.5 months.

It seemed so long but somehow it feels not enough. We had a good run, a great journey.

We laughed, we cried, we made each other excited, we filled each other's fantasies and dreams. We lived, we loved... somewhere along the way, you lost that feeling while i am still norturing mine inside... still letting it grow when i know i shouldnt anymore.

Five months since i lost you, i lost myself too. Every day, i was hoping for a miracle but i know at some point i have to stop.

I promised to love you forever... this lifetime, in another lifetime, and every lifetime i would live but who am i kidding when i know forever does not exist.

Somehow in this journey of ours, you let of go my hands and that is okay... you're not chained to me but if i would have things my way, i probably should if only to keep you mine...

I tried to hold on, clinging to every tiny hope left in me. Even when loving you hurts, i am still holding on then again, i am bombarded with guilt, weighing you down with my feelings for you.

In this lifetime, i was lucky and blessed to know and feel this kind of love... true love. It's the kind that i have always dreamed of and wished to keep for a lifetime.

The best days of my life was whe i have you, craddled in your love. Those moments are gone now and i am just drowning with an awful sadness... a lost of some sort because my dream man is not meant for me. This wonderful love is not meant for me to stay. The happiness i had with you and the contentment, were all borrowed.

Today, is the saddest day of my life... would always be the saddest day of my life...

You know how much i love you. It is the kind that will stay with me for all eternity...

Take care! Happy New Year! Please be safe and please be happy!

A wish from a woman who loves you more than life itself... may you always have laughter in your heart and your lips...

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Not all of us can express emotions and get emotionally attached, all these powerful words reveal the depth of honest love in you, take care sweetheart, always remember "You are precious" and so much worth for the person who really needs you and you should be even more proud now to feel that you were able to hold such a true and emotional love in you!