Not asking a question, as a psychologist, I wrote the book to help young and old people know
the heart is desperately wicked, only remembers sadness, betrayal,deciet, lies,hatred, envy, jealousy,aminosty ect think with Reason in all areas of your life emotivity, sentimentality can destroy you and others .

are you sure you don’t mean the mind ????

Seems like your mind may be a bit screwed up .

it is out of the HEART the mouth expresses Evil thoughts our heart is wicked desperately it is not what we put in our mouths that dirty us but what we have hidden inside our heart and soul that no one sees with Physical eyes but God sees and knows he Created us Okay??? before I say or do something he knows Because it is with our mind we serve him ....
Our conscience is the 6th sense he uses Wich guides us like the proverb says: Let your conscience be your guide .
If a person is full of hurt of the pass inside that you can not see he or her will finish by hurting you because we hide everything inside mostly women young girls and boys .. Y'all blind can a blind lead a blind?? no both will fall be wise darling

I think you need a psychologist, not you are one, lol. Get help!

THE TRUTH HURTS BLIND

That's not entirely true... first you cannot cast all into one group, ever.
And eventually, for most of us, the pain recedes and we remember the happy moments

Love is not something we can cultivate like some crop... even tho you didn't ask:)

Tho it does need tended as one

My heart want to be with someone that abuse me physically but my
Mind is preventing me to make that mistake again so yeah I’m here so find someone who is not the same has her

I do love her but I can’t be with her she will kill me sooner or later