Topic: monologue - part 9 | |
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Edited by
butribu
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Mon 09/14/20 06:40 PM
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one evening he invited me to see him
at home i was so shy i maybe kissed him maybe even not and of course he just sent me that was not what he expected |
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he was so wwithout feelings
like a robot |
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walking out tat door, i remember wishing " God, please take my feelings! i want to be like him, no feelings..."
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and it happened
whatever i wish for, it comes true this should not been accepted it happened.. i wish i could fall in love |
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i dont want these walls
i want to fall in love i want to cry |
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1 more beer
and bed... |
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bf was telling about a good organic breakfast place
couple of days ago he said, let's g and i said, in a few days time and today after me getting angry w him, he appeared in front of my apartment |
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he said, "i am going 4 bfast, what are you doing"
i said, i am too busy cleaning the place he said, what are you doing tomorrow? and my reply was: i will mop the floors :s |
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1,5 hours passed, i realised he was trying to take me out for breakfast
i really didnt get it, my brain must have stopped ![]() |
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i thought it was just, hey what are u doing?..
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"Hey, what are you doing?" vs "Hey, want to have breakfast with me?" Study hard. There will be a test later. ![]() |
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ahahaha it was not me
the answer was me but it was him saying that but still i have to learn not to answer "i am mopping" lol |
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finishing with bf
i am very positive i dont want him any longer he made 2 mistakes maybe not any mistake for anybody, but my red lines.. |
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today i went to cafe, sat with the owners for hours
it was fun with all the kids around bought candies for many of them |
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i want to be on my own for a long while
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i have a new cat nowww
the stray one, mum got ran over i took her home called the vet, had the injections done |
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we have a small problem
shee pooed on floor anyway i will try teaching her |
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finished w bf
he was walking i shouted he turned back i said, do not call he nodded seems to understand yet |
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we had a seafood and fish party 2 days ago
1 kg jumbo prawns and a kg sea bream carrot salad onions - red and green lol flat turkish bread |
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we will try preparing gravlax
at least i will try we will go to the fish bazaar baby calamary, and salmon |
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