Sometimes no matter how intelligent I can be as a person... I have to realize I'm not very smart at all... smartness is when someone teaches you, you listen you write down notes to study and develop into your brain learning something... intelligence is the will to figure stuff out on your own... I am highly intelligent and have very little smartness in myself... mankind started off being very intelligent learning to talk when they had no real way of communicating...what these words began to mean and the phrases we know today... cities are built... and we develop new ways to coexist....

I'm human... and my name is Brandon. But who was I in the past? Was I a man of superfiscial knowledge that no one else believed me or was I an expert in making mankind believe in themselves the power against their own limitations... what kept me moving forward in a drooling society greedy off the sparks of their own inflammation?

Did I truly make that difference or did they shun me as they do anybody in life or death? People have a lot of opinions never looking at how ugly they are in themselves? No one ever believes they are the bad guy... Hitler believed he was doing the act of God exterminating the Jews... The Nazi party was devout Christians... where Stalin's regime was Atheists... What is the ultimate answer in life's little box of mysteries? And if we do find Pandora... What has kept us from accepting anybody else's point of view?

That is why I believe I was born...

Madness, provided it comes as the gift of heaven, is the channel by which we receive the greatest blessings... the men of old who gave things their names saw no disgrace or reproach in madness; otherwise they would not have connected it with the name of the noblest of arts, the art of discerning the future, and called it the manic art... So, according to the evidence provided by our ancestors, madness is a nobler thing than sober sense... madness comes from God, whereas sober sense is merely human.
Plato

What else did he mean by that? We can keep second guessing our nature that they are different or keep acknowledging our productivity is to keep these people mind warped or not? To keep them talented doing the same shifts they suffer regardless of medical aid while it can help some pills hurt at times... To better answer this piece a great philosopher wrote is any of us not any madder than the other? Some might tell you to lighten up buddy you're too tense not seeing this side of you that is not deep but simplistic, caring, kind, stupid, smart, an a hole, a enigma, a deep person, someone cute, someone funny, someone bland and boring... we all become this role to fill our knowledge of who we were five minutes ago replaced with the unknown this deeper chamber into our own fears? What else is there in life but to keep guessing pondering our own existence and saying you know what? Screw it... I got to move on with today's life and fix the car...

Many people have a problem accepting the reality around them.
When their delusions fail to work, they adopt new ones instead of just acceptng reality as what it is, reality.

If one progressively acts in accordance with reality they usually don't need saved.
When you understand the reality in which you exist, you can make mindful decisions that prevent that 'out of control' feeling.
However, if you make your decisions based on delusion or lies, the result gives you inner turmoil because it doesn't line up with the reality you experience.

If ANYTHING in your life is not in alignment, its likely because you are being influenced by delusions that fail to align with the reality in which you exist.
Put away your delusions and take control of your life, after all, it is YOUR life.

In being in alignment is being original... not following anybody else's beliefs and or patterns this is a typicaly paranoid to not accept people and nobody's opinion seems to matter... I'd say the only thing delusional about me is that I stand alone where as if people believed in my side of the story I would be normal? But who cares? nobody perceives reality as anything but what they believe to be true... Yes I do have problems yes I can think for myself in standing alone is what makes me different than by so be it... Let me be me.... If I'm wrong in the future I'm probably the only one that is right all your greatest heroes were known for standing out being different if I have a problem this makes me human and likewise if any kind of gods did exist period? If I believed in nothing I could honestly say I'm a caring person for believing in everyone...

And sir have you ever actually dealt with the mentally ill? I have they cannot be helped by any kind of motivation medication therapy they ease the symptoms they do not erase the problem.... I have clients who talk to themselves to angels they find this soothing and relaxing it gives them hope and or peace it makes them feel valued this satanic voices make them scared frightened afraid to walk out the door. I have noticed some that say they are the president of burger king this is a false belief and is likely to some degree a rational thought they are not stupid for presenting this "untruth" they are simply wishing for something... In my experience there is no black and white no racial barriers no prejudice only the power of our hearts to overcome such said so illnesses if being original finding your own way... Like you said... it's their life ;).

in my original profile it states I want you to figure out more and more about me... Am I playing some sort of trick on mankind am I a host of terrors am I the voice of God? In all honesty no I'm not anything but me whatever that means is simply to keep moving forward in life doing whatever you want to do sitting on the couch drinking beer calling up old girlfriends to harass them? I have noticed a lot of childish behaviors in adults quite disturbing who we are is monkeys in the zoo if we all believed we were supermen? Who's to say our reality isn't to evolve into some structural being of power our own hearts keep us strong making us stronger if we are weak it is simply because we do not know right from wrong.

And yes I suffer with such problems and no matter what I am or not the people I have helped put a smile on their face while i'm falling apart makes you rather uncalous a rather independent bully a realy bad person not a good natured Christian boy man of science what have you? I have a lot of people friends with such disabilities these people are friends and my clients as a writer a lot of great talented people I work with being a writer dealing with such said illnesses... you will actually discover a lot about people if you listen to them not opening you mind to another's point of view? makes you ignorant of their problems...

what you need to do is find out if i'm a writer or not? You can find me on the poetry forums all the time this promotes my work though it does not at the same time regardless the feedback is positive and uplifting :) I could give you how to find out the books I have produced but that is giving out my identity and a big no no… :(

Maybe I was too hard on you but I was not... if you want to "save" me let me find my own way back to God... any God at that rate what you have done is tear me away from God and if that is delusional then you sir are the nuttiest sob on the planet...

LOL?

You crack me up

Sir! stick to your side of the tracks... before you Burn in Hell for breaking your Lord's Greatest Commandment....

No matter what someone believes in... they believe it in their heart... and that makes it true… whether in God, Allah, Odin, Ares or just plain flat out in their self a lot can be said because it is an open concept and endless dream to pursue and you will suffer for the person you are always but if you believe in yourself that you are greater than what you are being tortured for... you can climb out of the Darkness and into the Light and see this dream of better things... Black or White doesn't matter who you are only that you keep seeking what you believe upon this endless dream to things unknown...

Hate, it destroys you anger it takes away your happiness
We feel this right to get mad when upset...
Stars collide promising us hope endless dreams of tomorrow making us be known to the universe
What we want is peace
To stop fighting stop bickering stop ignoring others
Developing carrying on our global existence
I can try to say I'm sorry for being mad nobody remembers what I did after that little deed
And keep dreaming keep holding on
To the possibility of tomorrow...

:)… to better put it to you... if you've ever seen the haunting of Emily Rose... The main message in it is... "sick" people cannot realize they are "sick" because they have rational thoughts and ideas... You were the first thing I thought of when I woke up... To correct this "problem" of what is seriously wrong with any of us? We have notions abilities problems we're willing to admit unto... and if we were deluded falling away from God? Is that he owes us an explanation to our suffering....

I do not like being bullied... it can make me kinda sick and am likely to not accept such behavior it might PMO... but regardless you have taught me a lesson regardless and I thank you as such intended... If God does love me he accepts me for who I am because I am open to a lot of things people places beliefs and am actually his greatest friend believing unto him that I love him and accept him... and anybody else who has entered my life and heart that was not the right one intended by anyone such creator's intention... has been part of some God's good given wishes. Who I am looking for? Has already been decided upon... My words my beliefs would not scare someone as such off rather she would be drawn to them... and if I am shopping for groceries things I need or likewise am on Mingle period is bound to come unto me for no other reason than to say hi?

We all meet each other for such said good given reason... That whomever I scare off as such was not intended to come unto me for any such reason. Being scared of who I am cripples me people's words do actually hurt. And am likely to find acceptance just being me and people believing me giving me hope...

I've seen altered visions of past self... I've seen the future play out in a dream unto reality... I've seen what appears to be my muse haunting me to find her...

And just as likely have found no evidence of any God's power... I have seen the afterlife... but just as likely tears me up inside because politics and religion are too personal I have no religion anyway Magi does not want to be worshipped he is the God of War an entical friend... An endless battle to pursuit Satan... he'll probably destroy him for what he did to him... I can only tell the story of that being and just as likely he could lift up any weight in the afterlife could consume dreams into reality a great leader a visionary and a devoted friend... And he had no power mankind itself could not tap into...

and um... this thread is closed but open.... do what you want with it take a leak on it if you wish...

This thread isn't closed.
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That speaks volumes.

Take a moment and let that sink in.
Does it say anything?


Personally, I wonder if you even know what yer saying?
You seem to be pretty happy with talking to yourself?

Personally, I don't need you to tell me anything.
I really don't care why you think the way your do but I do respect your right to say whatever you want.
I don't understand why you would get butt-hurt about it?

You 'seem' like a nice guy.
You also seem like someone that has issues with allowing others to be themselves.
I hope you find the one you are looking for on M2.