Time without whispers is another
Longing to hold each other's hands
Time is the future of giving
Knowing not what's the plan
Time keeps whispering...
Slippin' away
Just when you think you've got it done
Time is yesterday
You can keep dreaming
Wishing guilt on yourself
If you reach out deep in the night
Who are you, but yourself
Time you can wonder
Times that you're right
Times you didn't know right from wrong
How many of us are lost in this fight
You can keep dreaming
Wishing away
When you think you've done lost yourself
Dream for yesterday...

Don't let go
I'm not so lost I'm in control
I've got my lead
I don't need anything
Just what's up my sleeve
Who are you but to run away
Leaving all to yourself
Who are you, what are you looking for
Do you belong to me?
I let you go feel free to follow your heart
Know that you're everything I need
Let go learn how to look away
Learn what you're waiting for
And you belong to me...

This is probably the first poem I ever wrote? And I'm going to do my best to recall it as best I can? I was 16... and darkness was what drove me so i write to a lil bit of anything or anything...

A solemn promise
A shallow death
Left alone in this abyss
I twist for comfort and never sleep
Another day another breath
I seek another and cannot rest
Another day, another breath
Who am I in all this mess
I journey forward
I travel on
I'm born again
This time alone

and yea i couldn't recall the juicy bits and pieces stringing the whole concept togehter...

Life is without reason
You can keep guessing who you are
Or simply fade into another existence
Life is with hardships and failures
Sometimes bringing so much pain into our lives
All we want to do is hide under a blanket
But we keep going out for different things
Sometimes money, sometimes love, sometimes finding love while working
Where is your passion without warmth
And in loving so many others
Have I not been a victim myself
Have I not given any noted thought of their needs
I tried to listen
I paid the way a thousand times
And each breath brought me back to uncertainty
Cause I smile she smiles and with her happiness I am happy
If she loves another I am too at fault
But true love is going to lead us back to each other
Lives in and out
It's all the same as long as there is such a thing as love...

The price and the power of love is a curious thing a man can offer his soul and receive nothing in return or likewise for a lady... but to truly find happieness with the other... is to keep dreaming keep up hope have some sense you're doing the right thing... who we are is but illusions holding onto this inner reflection of our memories of who we were yesterday... to change tomorrow ultimately? You change your course of the river... turbulent waters are forecast and the shadows that lie in wait our own fears and illusions telling us to stop dreaming...

When you touch me
I feel like your body is as firm as a kite
I want to hold you carry you in my arms
Away from burdens heavy pressures

To give me you and only you
Is to wet the tongue
Stagnant emotions are often wasted
And open kiss lights the flame
And I let go and you exhale

Deep ragged heaving
And the breath that follows
As we look into eachother's eyes
Is not remorseful but pure

You wrap your body around me like a ghost
Holding me close
And as firm as your hand is against my thigh
I am never guess why, not

Instead of casting sinful pleasures
I delight in the ecstacy of night's breathing
And the sounds of eachother's hearts
Beats like a drum

To long to ever tomorrow
And scarred is the kiss
That cannot fail
You keep me utterly sane in this crazy world

My dirty naughty girl
You ravage this man's lips like a vacuum
What will lead on tonight
As any other temptation it is only a voice
To keep you moving against my pillow
And the smoothness of your skin
Coaxes any poison liquored up inside of me
You keep me famishing
And the smell of your skin
Drives me further into you

Longing into the night of what could possibly go wrong
If I give you everything including myself
You would simply fade away
And leave me wondering how and when I'll see you next time

Pride, empathy, pain
Someone so negative they lack anything especially a brain
Saying something negative can generate a lot for someone with a heart
And saying nothing back when conflicted can leave you stagnant
In walking away you're leaving a shadow
And in tearing them apart you're leaving your pain left on their skin
But they still walk away regardless a victim a scared cat
And in choosing to defend yourself
You become worse than them
But nobody walks alone in knowing what's right from wrong
And this measure to better ourselves
Is knowing sometimes even God doesn't know when to give up
To truly reason with someone you both must understand each other
But this world has gone too stagnant to really listen to anyone these days...
That's why millionaires are created from getting pregnant at 16
And the people envy them
Because no one cares how much effort you put in
They tear you apart
When you find a way to make your name shine again
That's when they really start to notice you
Finding their voice to say I'm sorry
And in conflicting each other's wrongs
You do indeed learn to forgive the world for everything it has put you through...

Serky is sad :(… because the more he tries to put love into this world the more he is rejected... the more people envy him he keeps measuring up his own failures...

The more and more I think of each day
Is to keep breathing till you take my breath away
Each scar each tear left me blisseming still
And the measure of my voice was left with but a whimper
I have tried to move on past the flames of hell into the unknown...
And found the need to exceed my will found in the fury that I can quench the very essence of Hell if I believe in myself
Fore to achieve Nirvana and this inner being of light
Is to forgive myself for not being perfect
And accept my own dreams and limitations
Fore my kingdom is built strong and secure amongst the clouds protected by angels
While the demons below wrath in impurity of a star that will never die...

Deep in the dunes where you lost your way
Lost is the cause to find you
What you seek of inside yourself is lost from the view of never
I lost my soul in the twist of madness
Long lost from the road of kings
What has left you inside your heart is the longest flame of view
You stole my soul and I took your faith
Blinded you with perdition
The deepest cut within your soul is the longest will to find you
I have lost this battle, my thoughts are lost
All I have known is erased and the passion to be
Is never filled
I have sucked the venom from a vicious snake
And you still recoil my innards by the sharpness of your teeth
Forget what is real and what is lost...
Be the one to change who I am....

Maine native Hallie Twomey’s son CJ loved adventure, but he never got a chance to see the world before he took his life. To give him the chance at one last journey, Twomey set up a Facebook page asking strangers to help scatter his ashes around the world, and the response was overwhelming.
At his family’s request, CJ Twomey’s ashes have journeyed to 100 countries, and even into outer space...

How many of us have ever told someone they would do anything for them
That no matter how brave we are on the inside
We are but a shell on the outer
I too have fallen picked up my own beliefs in this world to better myself in knowing only that tomorrow is only going to get better
But what comes tomorrow when you have no yesterday?
All your feelings and memories are placed on a shelf and this memory to better yourself continues to starve what you could have become
How many of us continue to breathe to pick up the pieces of those that have hurt us and continue to know what's right and what's wrong
How many of us have shed tears for our loved ones passing and forget them just cause they're having a bad day
How many of us keep trying keep dying to get noticed and forget why we ever stopped believing in ourselves...
How many people have tried to find passion in a cold dead world
Where churches are built to honor the fallen
And as grave as you live your life your dreams do still matter even if no one hears or sees them come true
You live your life only to make things better time keeps slipping away and when you finally see the light you are reminded how deeply you have always felt
This pain inside made you realize how grateful you are to live...
But those that take their life and don't get to see their dreams come true...
You can keep up with what we've done to this world burning books filled with knowledge or you can turn those ashes into Diamonds
Each sparkling gem tells a story too
Those memories might not be pleasant but they keep a part of us that is alive worth holding onto
And we forget what we might have become and keep holding onto this greater dream
Knowing deep down we could have been this we could have been that
But you kept living because this gem that you are is only becoming ashes...
And when you reach out past all this madness all this pain that is filling your life with lies of how great a man you could have been
Is replaced with what could I have done to make his life better
Have I been a friend to you when you couldn't know what was wrong with me
I too have burned bridges to get to the other side
And in finding my own voice I learned to let go of what was hurting me
My name... Is shared with another who took his life
And I'm carrying on his same dream
Being a poet for others to hear my story
To Reach out from beyond the Heavens and help me thrive to continue the work I have put down so maybe one person amongst many millions could hear my voice for a long time more
I have put down my work cause I was selfish and foolish gave up on my own dreams
While our soldiers die and fight wars they want to get home to
Children to watch grow up and prosper, being who they want to be
Protecting our freedoms devoted to a flag that provides unity for all mankind
And in seeing our dreams shattered, are they fighting and dying for nothing
When all mankind ignores what we've been teaching each other
Is instead replaced with feelings of how could I continue to go on knowing I have been hurt...
We keep listening to brother and sister dying and shed tears for the other and forget they're just as human as the rest of us
How are we supposed to know any different
When all our memories are buried
And replaced with...
Ashes....

Cast a line hook a fish
Who amongst us is to miss
A sheltered man a friendly ghost
Left with so many choices who's to boast?
I seek another amongst the waves
So many a maidens do I crave
Who is lost or even real
I look to her the next minute to find her deactivated
Just like real life they vanish and disappear
Living in a small hometown you'd think you knew everybody?
Who am I really really trying to be or become
When I'm just looking searching for the one
She's in a vault inside my head
And the wise ones tell me she exists cause she's my muse
And this ghost haunts me...
Because as real as she is I've seen a hundred girls that resemble her far or near
And got to know none of them
This ghost haunts me from knowqing reality
But my reality is quite clear even if confused
Who am I really but a simple man
Who got gifted with words most can't stand
Because they mean so much they're jealous...
I've listened to enough people tell me I'm wrong or right
Or even if she's going to come to me tonight?
i'm learning to let go and disappear
If they have anything to say it better be with heart
Or I'll simply keep hidden saying nothing
What they say doesn't matter who's to say what's right or wrong
And the world can keep guessing what's going on?
Only I matter at the end of the day
I fall asleep each night always thanking myself no matter how hard the day has become
Some of my worst days have become my best doing this simple thing
Keep dreaming keep moving on
Cause no matter who you are... is strong...

:)… and that's all i'm going to say to those of you who know who you are ;p...

Keep piling keep moving mountains I keep moving forward and keep up hope I'm doing something right each day each night longing for the road ahead and to further stand as a better man... I can't say what's wrong or right... been the same every night
People arguing over the same topics blind to the other side's point of view.... who's to say anyone's plan is perfect... yours? mine? anyone's? Bettering ourselves in knowing and understand...

"Nudies" isn't going to get me anywhere
Thanks for the stimulation and all that
But if I'm not going to "touch" you
What's the point?
We live sheltered lives
And being who we are
We are bound to make mistakes
But if I am right from up top?
How am I not wrong too?
In deciding my own voice and this world's future
Take your photographs... and fade away...

It's a shame scammers pay no mind to Poetry...

The essence that defines you creates friction
In order to achieve happiness you gotta agree
On indeciviness
You can change a lot of things about yourself in a day, month, year
But who you become is always the same
You can keep wondering day to day night to night
Wondering if this is the thing that suits me right
And find only guessing if you are cool or a fool
I think I'm pretty cool
While a lot of people think I'm a fool
I guess that's why I always clean up anybody else's messes
Thank god I don't have to clean bathrooms as a teen on any given Sunday….

Lost in temptation
The scattering of lost children
Lost to the thrill of never to be judged
Always afraid always alone
Who keeps wondering this path of life
And forget that we're not balanced
We are eagles flying high
And if we ever reach the top
We break through that barrier
And keep soaring
Higher higher till the clouds are distant gone
And the wind no longer cares
No one to keep from dreaming
Cause in our view we are already there
Forget passion forget love it's driven everyone crazy
Cause if she is calling my name I don't know if I should pick up or not
Not while I'm busy chasing my own dreams
I cannot say it's wrong nor right
To give up on the thought of another
But I keep measuring this thing that I am
And being who I am is keeping me from being me
To simply cast aside this imbalance this perfect cup of life
Is to keep dreaming I am fulfilling my own needs first
And in finding my own way
It leads her to me this empty road
And we cross paths at the intersection each following our own dreams
She's out there probably met her by now passed her by
And kept driving under the fact damn was she cute
But to keep utter thoughts as to why or when, all that matters is me
I guess giving her to will to be is what I've always promised her
Deep in the night of a thousand dreams
And the softness of tomorrow brings....

Never knowing what's on the road ahead
Do we stop along modern fence posts
Telling our lives that we were once here
Where is here, now
Does it ever clean out your soul
Lost out of wind this struggle within
And deep down a thousand minds
Each wanting something more something sublime
It's only in the inner caverns in your mind
To go behind that door to twist that key...
Into eternity
The lost cause waves
Begin to fade
And soon as many others will say
Forget where I stand tomorrow
Be proud of who I am today...

I wake up every mornin
the sunlight in your hair
I can feel it all around
you're so magical
Why is there nothing in this world I can't do right
But when I'm with you there's danger...
I keep hoping, wishin on a dream
that it's always come true no matter how it seems
There's danger
You can feel it in the night
Knowing only you
You must be the one alright
I keep dreaming away
And no matter how low I whisper
You're always here to stay
Give... me something here all night
That no matter what it brings bring with you until the light
Mornin sinks in... the smell of your perfume
All around is danger all around the room
And deep in the avenue of the light
Longing the whisper
Forget what can't be undone alright
I have fixed you up and scratched my arms
Always something something I did wrong
I protect you
You're my lady and my disease
You're my medicine when I have to let go and you keep me strong
Time keeps slippin away
And no matter where I go it's always with you I stay
Is there something I can do for you tonight
Just whisper o dear angel...
Are you coming upon me tonight....

Been on mingle a month...
28 pages of nudges
I log in and immediately get five views
Why'm I all of a sudden hot topic interest
I'm still the same kind of nuts you'd find in a squirrel turd...
Still if I am so sexy... keep up your glamour and your fashion sense
Some of them real some of them obviously didn't read the rules
I get the same girls showing me they ain't wifey material
And then the scary thoughts of is this one real
to better conclude if i'm doing things right
Sing me a song cause I keep talking to the same ones
Searching for the right one in a pond of frogs I have kissed many of princesses
At this rate... I must be searching for a goddess?

Skimming the ice
Nothing is as nice
As to keep peddling forward
Never looking back but to score your next goal
To keep inner sensation that a fan is cheering your name
While you keep this journey to be a better man scoring points for a team
You're not alone cause your brothers have always been there play in play out
And to keep winning or losing isn't part of the game
But to keep everyone entertained
It's all the same
And in cheering or booing
They acknowledge how great you are as a person
To keep winning at life no matter the score
And to settle on the fact we all want a little bit more

You can keep trying to move on
each of us have the will to win
Speaking of every mind
Each salvation locked into the arms of another
How many of us taste the kiss
Of eachother's lost lover
Or are left in the blizzard cold
Awaiting sunshine of the promise of Spring to shine again
Times move without reason
It seems just as we close our eyes
We forget why we became bitter sorrow
And keep casting deep shadows tied to the sun
Never becoming one but ourself
The inner angel, to win again or fog the night
And at long last sweet kiss
develop further than the rising sun into the passion of your arms and heart...