U2 also wrote this and I feel alot like this song
today too. I couldn't write a better reflection
of how I feel today.

Bad by U2

If you twist and turn away,
if you tear yourself in two again.
If I could, yes I would.
If I could I would let it go.
Surrender.
Dislocate.

If I could throw this lifeless lifeline
to the wind, leave this heart of clay.
See you walk, walk away into the night
and thru the rain, into the half-light
and thru the flame.

If I could thru myself set your
spirit free, I'd lead your heart away,
see you break, break away into
the light and to the day.

To let it go
and so to fade away.
To let it go
and fade away.

I'm wide awake.
I'm wide awake.
I'm not sleeping.
Oh no, no, no.

If you should ask then maybe
they'd tell you what I would say.
True colors fly in blue and black,
bruised silken sky and burning flag.
Colors crash, collide in bloodshot eyes.

If I could, you know I would.
If I could I would let it go...

This desperation.
Dislocation.
Separation.
Condemnation.
Revelation in temptation.
Isolation.
Desolation.
Let it go.

And so fade away.
To let it go
and so fade away.
To let it go
and so fade away.

I'm wide awake.
I'm wide awake.
Wide awake.
I'm not sleeping.
Oh no, no, no.