I've given you every possible piece that I had available to give. Leaving me empty inside. I believed you were in need so desperately that you might not make it through without it!! You had previously been through hell, in your last relationship. It saddens me when a thought of what you went through passes through my mind. I still cringe at the meanness u had to endure. I'm nowhere near a perfect man, I'll be the first to admit. But when it came.to you, I did my best to give you extra love, I knew how truely bad you needed it. You became my best friend,and oh did I love to make you smile.
Hands down the best relationship I've ever been in. Neither of us felt like this before. I waited on your every need, worked as a team, patching back together your life. Countless counseling, groups and mental health. no shortage of hoops that they made us jump through, and when you doubted yourself and wanted to give up. I pushed you to dust yourself off and get up. We got your two beautiful kids back,a task that was nearly impossible, but we fought through our demons, and made a beautiful reality. I had become part of a family. Right now as I type a tear leaks down my face, because you pushed me away from this sacred place.now I have an emptiness inside, nothing can fill this place. You took this away without even a trace, for the same guy who got you into this mess. Now I'm heart broken and alone, with not one drop of love, because I had given it all to you. Please tell me what I'm supposed to do, I never loved anyone the way that I love you!!

Perfectly put Delightful

Sad to hear things are bleak at the moment friend.
I went through the mangle myself last year.
Know that better days will find you, hang on in there.
It takes a little time, took me 3 months more or less. acceptance is half of it.
let go....It's never easy. But think of yourself.
Take care.

You convinced yourself you needed her , and there will never be another like her !
You convinced yourself your love is all she needed , and she will never feel more love then she does from you !
She may have lifted the numbness from your heart and given you a chance to hold a dream in your arms .
But now its time to let go and move on . Pick yourself up and dust yourself off and find you again .
As easy as it was to convince yourself to surrender yourself over to her , its time to convince yourself that you deserve better .
The pain never really goes away but day by day it gets better and easier . As long as you keep convincing yourself that your worthy or more .
Good luck brother ! I feel your anguish

Thank your for your kind words