Something New

I could never imagine
how cold
life could be without the sun's warmth
to hold me
when love beautiful
was something new

Now the air
that once
filled my soul
has faded into an ungentle breeze
as the wind
searches for something new

I wonder
silently
yet aloud
as thunderous memories scream
to the steady rhythm
of my rain
my heart wants to ask
if I
was once
something new

Was I
was I
I cannot stop asking
as I throw the glass against the wall
was I
I pound the table with my fist . . . God I hate this hurt
was I
I scream
was I
just a moment
in the midst of your search for
something new

Beautiful

My thoughts along the way, while driving this morning.

Thanks!!!!!!