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      but it was freezing cold outside
 
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      we both liked the hotel
 
  but next time we better stay at a place with jacuzzi inside the room.  | 
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      cant stop missing my  uncle....
     
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      <3
 
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-U7w9r2i4-M  | 
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     <<<<<< Still waiting for his care package of Turkish food.  | 
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     cant stop missing my uncle.... Hugs.<3 I miss my dad, my grandparents, i just need time to heal.  | 
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      copy paste
 
  it will start soon and lasts max 20 min https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxvwVNS6S6U  | 
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      i am up to my nose again!
     
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      last nite again bf created a crisis out of nothing
 
  u dont love me crisis this time i will really do my best not to return back love is sth but peace of mind is sth else, more important  | 
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      i am fed up
 
  he is never self confident about me.  | 
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      keeping saying "u dont love me enough" i started thinking judging my love
 
  if i am not asking him the same question but him asking all the time.. after weeks of this question i came to conclusion that yes true, maybe i dont love him as much as he loves me..  | 
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      and i am bored of thinking about these, arguments, questionings
 
  i had a simple life not the first time finishing still when i love maybe not his way but i love my own way  | 
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      bored is not the correct word
 
  tired of headaches..  | 
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      whatever i do, he is never sure of my love
 
  always he is in sorrow, even when we are good the next moment is always a potential disaster  | 
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      i better let it go.
 
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      I know how you feel   do what is right for you
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 I know how you feel 
 do what is right for you