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Unfocused
Surrounded by walls Sick of taking falls Can't take all these feelings and they are starting to take over every little thing Don't want to be sad Don't want to get mad Just want to be here and focus on the real me Sick of racking my brain Sick of feeling pain Why can't something break it's driving me insane Want to live on Want to be strong Wasting away in self pitty never did any good for anything Can't seem to focus Consuming hurt like a locust Someone give me the key to make it go away |
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Where light meets shadow
Standing in the cold warmth of a familiar place Shadows maskerade in the light longing for untouchable possesions Wanderers hide among passive carnivors Softly strolling through the mist Desire to choose left or right So close to both sides but far from either Companions frequently visit unlightened shadows Demons singing to seduce the light Many fallen warriors underfoot Lost Overseeing both past and future My eyes are opened One with the realm of mist Guiding shadows This is where I belong |
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Ramble 4
Standing under the protection of a colorful canopy of friends swaying in the wind as one Paths await in every direction though stepped on by others still are unknown Smells of fall dew and skattered leaves Light peeking through welcoming openings The cool autumn breeze dances throughout the gardens of beauty Silence screams out a musical acceptance to my presence Stones stand as wise soldiers and speak of the past Souls were created here Thoughts past on by invisible travelers No words are spoken but an understanding learned |
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And there will be a final one a little later on
Thanks for all of your support everyone 
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sorry forgot this one
I live in a place between love and confusion To be without you the only illusion I don't know how one is to deal with such feelings Without you I cry with you I could jump to the ceiling To some this may make absolutely no sense But I believe that they have no point of reference For if they saw what I felt from just a glimpse of your eyes They to would know how it beat one up on their insides I wandered for so long until I stumbled on your path And now it would seem you have slipped from my grasp Enlightened I shall stay though until the bitter end If you are reading this you know in my heart you will always be more than a friend |
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I figured that since I was leaving I would post all the stuff I wrote while I was here on JSH so here it goes The seed A seed has fallen from it's mother set free but lost to wander no guidance no course set there it lay blown out of control by wind pelted by rain it lays in sorrow it lies in loneliness A seed now lays in earth all brothers and sisters missing no companionship no guidance there it hides at the mercy of the world it does nothing it lays in fear it has given up hope A seed now hit by the sun taken in as it were it's own cradled and nurtured it is given a place to be a new chance of survival a new place to grow still pelted by rain no longer in sorrow no longer in fear A seed has now sprouted roots it now finds a purpose meant to guide meant to companion meant to nurture new life no longer at mercy no longer searching no longer lost A seed is no longer alone WHY ARE YOU LEAVING?? |
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ooohh alright.. dries up tears.. and puts on a smile..
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why are you leaving?
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<----feels like a total jack ass now
I forgot to post my daughters song OMG How did that slip my mind Hugs, Nose, Kiss, Butterflies I will never see the world as they want me to Everything around me keeps falling apart A never ending search to find a true happiness But I keep getting lost before I can start Hugs, nose, kiss, butterflies Please won't you realize You are the only thing I have left in my heart Hugs, nose, kiss, butterflies Please won't you realize You give me courage when everything is dark It hurts deep inside When you're not by my side And something always seems missing when you're not around But when you are near I haven't any fear And I have no problem picking myself up off of the ground Your laugh makes me alive And willing to strive Through all of the challenges no matter how bad they seem When you cry it's makes me ache And I can hear my heart break You have also shown me that there is no reason to scream Hugs, nose, kiss, butterflies Please won't you realize You are the only thing I have left in my heart Hugs, nose, kiss, butterflies Please won't you realize You give me courage when everything is dark I wish things were different And I wouldn't have been sent Away from your life and pushed so far away from you But the look in your eyes Makes me see through the lies And just reminds me of how much I will always love you Just make sure you remember That your da da is still a member Of your little heart and always will be Don't let them change your mind And remain just as kind As da da tries to be around all those who hate me Hugs, nose, kiss, butterflies Please won't you realize You are the only thing I have left in my heart Hugs, nose, kiss, butterflies Please won't you realize You give me courage when everything is dark Love You Alexandra Lyrik |
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he just wants to get out of his chair and out into the real world for a while..
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why are you leaving?
I am going to visit reality for a while I need to find my place in this world and my place is not in this chair all the time Nothing against anyone I need to get out of my house
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Enjoy yourself Chris! Happy Holidays!
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Enjoy yourself Chris! Happy Holidays!
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I still have one more poem to write and post here
I have a lot to say on this one but for some reason my brain doesn't know how to release it but I assure you that it will be posted before I leave Thanks for all the support everyone
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(((( chris ))))
a collection of your heart & soul,,, A man's journey into his life,,, ohhhhhhhhhhhh I sit and ponder where, what and when I shall read your soul again
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(((( chris )))) a collection of your heart & soul,,, A man's journey into his life,,, ohhhhhhhhhhhh I sit and ponder where, what and when I shall read your soul again
Thank you for your kind words as always Mom
I figured that I would put all of these together as one so that if anyone needed to ever take a vacation through words they could simply visit and let there imagination guide them
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Thank you for the gift,,,
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Thank you for the gift,,,
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