well if ya read my last post about my brother that i have NEVER met ...
well he was supose to come and then he wasn't going to be able to make
it but that he would come last night... well 30 mins before he was gonna
leave he said he isn't ready to meet me and my son yet.. so i got my
hopes up AGAIN..* this would be the 3rd time he has done this* Sry
people havn't been on much he just keeps fuckin with my head and make me
go bananas...LOL.. but yeah i'm back.... EVERY THING ALWAYS HAPPENS ALL
AT ONCE.... my ex is trying to get back with me... i'm *talking* to
another..* lol not off here..LOL didn't meet him online..LOL just
thought i would clear that one up..lol* and GRRRRR my son is sick now
....FUN stuff so yeah how is yalls week going? VENTING TIME!!!

Sherrie, sorry to hear that. Life never seems to go the way we want it
too they say things like this makes us stronger well I will never
understand how but guess things happen for a reason. But.. still don't
believe that all the time but no matter what happens in life you have
your son and he is what matters most anyway.

sorry to hear that. You just have to hope that one of these days he will
be ready. Hope it all goes well for you and happens one of these days.
Better tell your ex what you want and how you feel before it goes the
wrong way.

IM SORRY U DIDNT GET TO MEET YOUR BRO, THAT SUX, KEEP SMILING AND HANG
IN THERE XOXOXOXO TODD

Sorry to hear that. He should not tell you he is going to do something
and then not do it. Still you don't know what may have come up that made
it impossible for him to make it.

TXS.. yes i will ALWAYS have my son and the poor child sounds like a
duck..LOL really..LOL... allergies and the drainage..LOL he throat is
sore..LOL and loosing his voice..LOL HAHAHA my lil ducky..LOL


pt... i have told him and to let me no what he decides.. but till then
i'm not about to let the other guy go. cause i'm not waiting for ever..
and when the time come i will make that choice but till then i have this
one here. i will see where it all goes and where i will be... BUT till
then...lol lets see what happens...:P

Damn girl that sux. when hard times hit they really hit... Everything
will work out, just keep your head up!

TODD... thanks..and i'm hangin...LOL



tim... that i my point he shoudl have never said i'm here and i want to
see and meet you and my nephew the first night his excuse was that he
had a hangover and i told him the night before he was gonna...LOL...
witch was fine and some how at that point i didn't think it was gonna
happen but i still had that feeling or maybe just me wanting to meet him
so bad i dunno.. and then he went he was gonna leave he tells me that he
isn't ready yet... i wanted to jump threw the phone and strangle him
BUT..lol seeing how that isn't possiable..lol and i dind't want to say
the wronge things and then we NEVER meet.. i just told him that when he
IS ready that im onlu a phone call away and i will be there ready and
waiting. He is my brother and i love him..and i will always be there

crazy... yeah they do seem to all hit...and that was just the a few of
what is going on..LOL everthing always works out weather it is the way
we want them or not. but they alwasy seem to do that... thanks

It souds like he may have a lot of life issues to work out. When he is
comfortable with a meet he will see you. Now you know since he has done
this before to not let your hopes get up, just to be crushed again.

no need to thank me, it's just that I kinda feel your pain ya know?

tim.. he will meet me when he is *ready* he made the comment that it is
weird.. it is going to be WEIRD..lol no matter when we meet... lol




Crazy... ya i no what ya mean

Sherrie,it really sounds like he has some problems of his own that he
needs to work on. Just don't get you expectations up the next time he
says he wants to meet you. There is no reason you should be hurt because
of issues he has.

tim.. yeah i no what u mean.. and i told my self this time..LOL but yeah
it dind't work... just the tought of finally meeting him. i have known
about him sence i was little my mother always talked about him and when
we dound him when he was about 20 we all stood in the living room
holding the letter stating that he was found and we all just stood there
hugging and cry.. and it means the world to me to be able to meet him
and give him a BIG HUGE squishy hug..lol.. it just hard not to get
excited...even when i no i will probly be let down

As my grandpa use to say....don,t go down the drain with the
bullshit....okay...it sounds good.

U NEED TO LAUGH AND BE HAPPY, I THINK I HAVE THE PERFECT PRESCRIPTION 4
YA ! AND JUST MAKE SOME CHICKEN SOUP FOR YOUR SON, AND SOME WARM TEA
WITH LEMON, AND U MIGHT WANNA CALL BOB TO CHEER YOURSELF UP :-) XOXOXOXO
TODD

lol @ O


Todd...LOL NOOOOO U DIDN"T!!!! and Jared already had his soup and
grilled cheese..LOL... BOB has been replaced as of now..LOL

and Murphies Law strikes again......sorry for all th B.S.
he shouldn't treat you like a yo-yo like that tho~~~~~~~~~M.

lol.. hahahahaha




<<<<<look..lol new pic..LOL

COOL NO MORE BOB? AWESOME JUST BE SAFE OK BEBE !